To be honest op, you haven’t given the other college a chance. Be grateful that you have a college to go to. There’s millions of children that don’t have the opportunity to go and get an education. You stressing and making your life depressed is making you bring the negativity to yourself. I was like you, when I didn’t get into my dream transfer school Penn State University. I was about to cry but then I realized that it was for something and that something may come up later in my life. Just take it easy and see if you like it. If not transfer