<p>I just called, and the lady said that I didn't get selected for a trustee's or presidential. I said, "Wow, it must have been really competitive. Do you have any idea what the selections were based on? I thought they were supposed to mainly be based on SATs and grades." She said, "Yes, that is a big part of it, but to tell you the truth, many of our applicants are at the top of their class, and of course you can just keep going up and up with the SATs, so the supplemental information is what really makes applicants stand out for the scholarships." What the *#&$? Um, first of all, the SAT I score CANNOT go past mine, and it's not like I haven't done anything merit worthy outside of the classroom/testing center, so I am really bitter that I didn't even get selected for a HALF-TUITION! I almost started crying before I could even say thank you and good-bye. I never thought I'd be worrying about getting a good scholarship at USC...NYU maybe, but not USC--300 people get offered the trustee or pres.; how in the WORLD could I not have been one of them?! And I'm not just ranting for myself; I'm ranting for PGSS04, kingroger, and everyone else who was overlooked. I'm not trying to say that the people who did get offered the scholarships is unworthy of it, but I am just very surprised, like you kingroger, that they are taking extracurriculars/essays/recommendations into much greater account than SATs and grades when making their decisions.</p>
<p>I really do want to ask why I did not receive a good scholarship. I mean, I've got nothing to lose now...I can't go there anymore since I need more than just a quarter scholarship (hmm...maybe I'll only even get that one if I'm lucky) to be able to afford USC's tuition, and I don't want to make USC my first choice for National Merit because NYU's my actual first choice.</p>
<p>I just don't get it...I thought--everyone thought--that I'd be a shoe-in for the USC scholarship; I mean, it's not Harvard we're talking about here. Granted, USC is a fine school with talented students, of course, but the applicant pool is just not quite as formidable as it is at the most selective schools. Or maybe it is...who knows; I apparently don't know nearly as much as I thought I knew about USC's selection processes and applicants. I'm really worried now that I won't get good scholarships at ANY of my top choice schools, and I'm really beginning to wish that I'd applied to a (relatively) inferior school just so I could be guaranteed a full scholarship for National Merit.</p>
<p>And do you want to know what else sucks? We can't do the thematic option thing (that's like an honors program, right?)! We'll never have the chance to be with the best of the best at USC. Of course, we'll always have each other, the scholarship rejects, if we actually end up going to USC.</p>
<p>I suppose if I were good enough for the trustee's or presidential I'd be running my own business or publishing a volume of poetry right now instead of ranting online. I don't know, guys, what should we do? What CAN we do? I just feel so depressed now, I can't do or think about anything else. It feels like every achievement I've ever made, every award I've won, acing the SAT, getting good grades, is not remarkable at all, and that I've only been lying to myself by thinking that I am successful, smart, and talented.</p>
<p>Is anyone else feeling the same way?</p>