<p>Yeah, I’m pretty much narcoleptic at this point.</p>
<p>Senior year kinda sucks right now. I’m telling myself it’ll be better after Jan 1, but then I’ll just be a nervous wreck. Good news in time for Christmas would be AMAZING :), but I better not jinx myself.</p>
<p>I know some of the next 32 days will be easier to get through than others. If I get rejected or deferred from both schools I’m going to go nuts for the whole winter.</p>
<p>DJZ, cheer up! There’s more to life than just college admissions, as much as CC likes to stress it.</p>
<p>djz, i kinda agree. from where i’m standing now it seems like the end of the world if i get rejected.</p>
<p>WarmGesture, I know this, but this stuff is in my head and the other things in my life aren’t going so well. I appreciate the positivity, it is refreshing, but right now I can’t make myself feel it too.</p>
<p>Well djz, I wish you the best and hopefully things will get better. Better yet, I hope you get admitted to your choice of schools :).</p>
<p>back at you. Discovered, new coping mechanism: Kanye West. Particularly his early stuff and the stuff he produced. Bumping The College Dropout right now. Genius.</p>
<p>the wait is killing me… I dont stand a chance, but still its the thought of getting in that drives me crazy!</p>
<p>I’m just trying to ignore the fact that i’m even applying to college. If I forget that I did then i’ll be less anxious…it’s kind of working…</p>
<p>Tired.Going Crazy. @_@</p>
<p>Now I’m trying to focus on how excited I am for Thanksgiving. Once the Feast Week tournaments start things should get better. I love feast week. Only better time is conference tourneys.</p>
<p>Two words about college admissions that are poignant and meaningful:
Good game.</p>
<p>djz,
Feast Week? That sounds like fun. :)</p>
<p>I’m going to try to read more now to keep myself occupied as I await my results…</p>
<p><.<</p>
<p>you have time to read books for leisure?</p>
<p>I got a job! Well, tutoring a few days a week, but I get paid and its fun…also keeps me busy! Then I’m going to try to get a lifeguarding certification, so I’ll be able to make $$$ for the summer…trying to save up for college spending(going to need lots of new outfits for going out, etc!)</p>
<p>speaking from experience, i say just forget about it. try to distract yourself. time moves SOOO fast and when the judgement day comes, you deal with it then. </p>
<p>"What’s comin’ will come, an’ we’ll meet it when it does.” ~the wise words of Rubeus Hagrid</p>
<p>:D</p>
<p>That HP quote made my day.
Thanks!</p>
<p>@BlackRose101,
Mine too! :D</p>
<p>i check my app status everyday too…even i am already out of high school for 2 years. the process is annoying, and sometime i wonder"what the hell taking them so long…"</p>
<p>@anu1995 - nice quote!</p>
<p>P.S. Were you born in 1995? Are you a senior?</p>