<p>This is surely the mantra of the Parents Forum, and that message has had an enormous influence on how we've gone about this process and selected the colleges that son will apply to. And yet after all these months and all this headbanging, I'm still not sure what that adage really means. It almost seems to mean different things to different people. </p>
<p>Last night we sat down and did a final assessment of son's list of schools. If you recall, we had a pleasant surprise thrown in when son's SAT score rose quite sharply in October. (1350 to 1510; 2020 to 2260) His class rank and gpa had always been strong, with decent and forcused ec's; the tests had been the weak link. The new scores prompted at least a minor reshuffling of the list as we began to consider colleges that son had wanted to look at all along but we had discouraged him from having too many reaches. His final list has many familiar names on it, schools where he visited and interviewed last summer, plus a few well-thought out add ons at the "top", several of which he's never seen in person but that do seem to match who he is and what he wants to study. Those visits will only come next spring ** if ** any of the "far reaches" materialize. </p>
<p>Basically, there's one rock solid admittance (under the 10% rule at UT), three schools where he's in the upper quartile for SAT scores (including one where he's a legacy and two where merit money is possible), two more selective schools where he's a solid match (but these days, you never know!), and four reaches (two moderate, two pie-in-the sky). As we perused the list, I reminded him that there was still the very real possibility that the only schools he would be admitted to would be the four at the "bottom" of his list. (His list is too long, I know, but we are just going to live with that.)</p>
<p>He was quiet for a moment and then softly confided that he would be deeply disappointed if that happened. If truth be told, son does not "love" his safeties or even his safe matches! It is mom and dad who love the security that comes from being realistic. I will say this....son is acting realistic; he is doing what he should do. He doesn't have his heart set on only one place. He chose his safeties with care (indeed we gave more time and money to those schools than to the reaches). He is following the directive of his guidance counselor that he do the app list from the bottom up. Each application has been done with minimum grumbling. He has six down and is working on number seven. </p>
<p>But, if truth be told, when the envelopes come in for those saftey and safe/match schools, I don't think he'll be rejoicing. Maybe a little relieved, but not rejoicing. His heart just isn't there. </p>
<p>So what does it really mean to "love your safety"? I am confident that son could be happy at any of the schools he is applying to. Even he feels he made the "best" choices. But, if we're truthful, isn't it really the parents who "love" the safeties and the kids who struggle to swallow the hard pill that sometimes all your work and effort just isn't going to get you to the point where you want to be? And, yes, I know, sometimes what you thought you wanted isn't really the best thing for you. But who hasn't shot for the stars and gloried in the moment when you hit the mark?</p>
<p>Admittedly, this isn't life or death. It's just learning to adapt to the way things are in life. But I can't help feeling we're being a little disingenuous when we keep hammering away at "love thy safety".</p>