<p>I didn’t get into the whole college frenzy/AP class thing until junior year. Before, I was just a normal kid (considered stupid by the AP kids, by the way). </p>
<p>I felt a little, well, culture shock going into the AP classes with these overachievers. I had never seen so many people freak out over college and grades. A lot of these students seem a little emotionally unstable to me, to be honest. It seems totally unnatural to me that girls would cry over B’s and that students spent all day studying and doing homework, updating their Facebook statuses with their complaints. </p>
<p>I couldn’t tell you if there was a better way for students like this to spend their time, but something definitely isn’t right about the culture here. It encourages unnatural striving for these high scores, GPA’s, standardized tests, uninteresting EC’s, unmotivated community services, etc. They don’t seem to be doing it out of their own enjoyment or even their own free will; they just seem mechanically drawn to improving their college application, perhaps by pressure from peers, parents, teachers, and even themselves.</p>
<p>As I started getting into the frenzy, I started annoying my old “normal” friends. They were irritated to death by all this talk about colleges, grades, teachers, college applications, etc. The thought was like, “Your going to do that just so your college app looks better!?” A lot of decisions we made started becoming based off how it would look to colleges. It’s really crazy. I had a friend who, admittedly wasn’t very bright, but got caught up in the frenzy and applied for AP classes, knew everything about colleges and college apps, did his research, etc. He really couldn’t maintain the work load and he simply crashed. I see him wandering around nowadays at lunch, with no friends, probably feeling like a failure for not being able to do this. He could have spent his time other ways and could have been happy perhaps making friends or playing sports, but instead, he got caught up with this “college craze,” only to find out he wasn’t cut out for it. This sort of stuff definitely isn’t natural.</p>
<p>Nowadays I feel a bit of resentment towards these overachievers. Kind of like, “don’t you care about anything else!?” Many of them have some sense of superiority over other students as well, which seems to be encouraged by teachers telling them how much better they are than everyone. Although I do realize that at least we have our future in mind.</p>