Alright, so here’s my situation:
When I selected and applied to colleges last year, I had in mind that I would be majoring in engineering. Since a young age, I was very interested in both medicine and engineering, and I really enjoyed both building simple machines and learning about the human body. Until a couple years ago, I wanted to pursue a path in medicine to become a surgeon. Many people dissuaded me from pursuing medicine due to the high costs and long education times. Medicine was my top interest, but I eventually decided to pursue a more engineering-related course path in college, and I applied to top engineering schools during my college selection/application process.
Now, I was admitted to both University of Arizona and UT Austin for engineering (the two choices I have narrowed down). Last week I toured UT Austin and attended their engineering presentation, and I already saw just from the presentation and the rankings that UT’s engineering is superior to the UA’s.
The problem is that I do not live in Texas, so I have to pay out of state tuition that will give me a huge debt (even when establishing Texas residency) after I graduate. The UA gave me practically a full ride (as well as honors college admission), and my family is moving close by. However, to further complicate things, I still am interested in medicine.
Whatever I do, I want to have an IMPACT. Although it sounds cliché, I want to change the world. As an engineer, I would want to establish a start-up and put my ideas to life. From what I have heard though, the reality is different and there is not as much creativity and freedom in engineering as I would like to believe. A start-up has great potential and at UT they have resources that assist in establishing a start-up, although such an endeavor is incredibly risky and could place me in massive debt. With medicine, on the other hand, I would be saving people on a near-daily basis, and I may still be able to develop products through some amateur engineering skills (or perhaps even returning to school for nigh-classes in engineering?) or approach an engineering firm with an idea to put to life. (I apologize in foresight if some of this seems convoluted; I am not very familiar with the dynamics of the engineering word).
Due to my different passions, here are my possible planned courses of action:
Attend the UA for nearly free and major in anatomy/physiology as pre-med and join robotics/rocketry clubs for engineering supplementation and exposure (or maybe even minor in engineering, although I don’t know whether this is possible), or attend UT Austin for a high price and spend some time in the corporate engineering sphere before pursuing my own interests.
Now, I want to know from you what the chances are of getting into a top med school from the UA. I wish to go to a HYPS, Duke, or JHU-caliber med school after I graduate, and enter into private practice before attempting some more politically-related moves. From what I can understand, the pre-med institution does not particularly matter, and UA has a decent program since they are one of the 10 institutions in the nation that offer a dedicated degree to anatomy and physiology. I was also wondering how much “legacy” matters in med school decisions, since one of my close relatives is a HYPS-caliber residency program alumni.
A thing to take into consideration for me is that I have never built any really advanced machine, and calculus and advanced non-organic chemistry makes me slightly anxious. I also have a kind of “over-empathy” complex in that it makes me cringe/feel nervous when I see other people injured. For those of you who are doctors out there, did you ever experience something like this? And if you did, do you gradually desensitize as time goes on? I love to help and interact with others, but I know from my dad (a doctor) that it is both a very rewarding and stressful experience.
Sorry for the long post, but I really need advice!
Regards,
Pixel