<p>I’m confused. What’s this “special feeling” that you’re talking about? </p>
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<p>On another note, maybe you’re not very adept at choosing the right friends. I know some people who “grab” friends. They want to be best friends immediately and call/IM all the time which scares people off. Friendships are generally gradual things and too much of anything in the beginning is not usually the way to go.</p>
<p>Or maybe you just chose some friends that are rather apathetic towards you, so you’re frustrated that they’re not acting like “friends”.</p>
<p>No, but I might kill myself if you make another one of these stupid emo threads.</p>
<p>“Alright, it’s so cool to act depressed! Yeah, that’s it! I’m going to impress people on an online forum by acting as if I’m about to kill myself!”</p>