<p>Well, in terms of financial stuff, which I wish I didn’t have to consider, but unfortunately I do, Williams is offering me ~10,000 more per year than Reed, and they’re paying for all of my books. Additionally, I live on the east coast, so you have to factor in travel expenses, which would be miniscule for Williams, since I only live about 3 hours away. (Still waiting on Midd, but I imagine it should be more comparable to Williams than Reed, but I find out when I find out, I guess.)</p>
<p>Unfortunately, and it breaks my heart to say this, but I don’t think I’ll be able to go to Reed. It isn’t because I think I won’t fit in or I think it’s not as good academically or I think I wouldn’t be able to handle the rigor. Exactly the opposite: I’ve had a pretty passionate love affair with Reed since my junior year. I’ve been to Portland, and it’s my favorite city. Reed is beautiful; I could be a reactor operator and classics major at the same time; there’s seventh annual nitrogen day and the thesis parade and the doyle owl; it’s vibrant and the food is pretty good and everyone’s intelligent and I heard someone talking about Plato before a math class. Unfortunately, my family doesn’t want me to go so far away and I question if I’ll be able to handle it, especially since I won’t be able to come home during every break. (This is sort of just a rationalization for talking myself out of going, but) I’ll always be worried that I’m not cool enough if I go to Reed. Also, everyone smokes. EVERYONE. It’s the rule, not the exception.</p>
<p>Besides, when I visited both Williams and Middlebury, there was the same kind of intellectual enthusiasm as I saw when I was at Reed. I also noticed when I went to those two schools that there were far more people with multiple majors, which is important to me, whereas at Reed, there are virtually none.</p>
<p>So, this is the point I’ve reached: Williams or Middlebury. I’ve gone back to visit both, but, unfortunately, I haven’t been able to come to a definitive decision. I went to classes at both schools, and in the seminar classes (which were both English) there was an equal amount of participation and intellectual passion from both the professors and the students. I like the architecture better at Middlebury, but the facilities are certainly comparable (though Williams has a far superior art collection), and I don’t really think I should base my decision on stone work vs. brick.</p>
<p>Is there anything anyone can do to help me differentiate? I’m getting desperate and don’t want to have to flip a coin. I guess flipping a coin might help though, since sometimes right before it lands you realize that you hope one will beat the other…</p>
<p>Maybe if I say something about myself? Okay, as far as academics… I think everyone knows. I’m an enthusiastic humanities person who wants to be in a vibrant, intellectual community. I’m a left-leaning vegetarian who currently feels like she’s writing a personal ad (I enjoy long walks on the beach and conversations in front of the fireplace…). Um, I’m not athletic in the varsity sports sense of the word, but I like hiking, swimming, and rock climbing. I love to be surrounded by nature. As for extracurriculars, I’m interested in writing (particularly in some sort of literary magazine, but my experience is more with regular newspapers), informal music, maybe some theatre, but mostly things I haven’t had a chance to do yet. I really like Harry Potter and going to midnight showings of cult movies (Rocky Horror and Eraserhead and the like). I like movies in general.</p>
<p>I feel like none of that’s helpful but maybe it is… Help?</p>