<p>Note: I really apologize if this sounds much too like a jumbled emotional outpouring, but this is my genuine concern about college/Cornell. Any input you might have would be greatly appreciated, and knowing me, I would read it multiple times in an effort to relieve my angst. If you have no advice to offer, I hope that if by any chance you are also anxious about college like I am, this tells you that you are not alone, and that there is someone out there who is probably worrying more than you.</p>
<p>I will be a student in the class of 2016 at CALS, majoring in animal science.
Although I am worried about the weather (coming from Northern California) and the social life (that no one will want to make friends with me, that I will spend all my time alone and my efforts to be gregarious will be ignored), my biggest worry is the workload. If anyone could provide a perspective on the transition from senior-year-in-high-school workload to freshman year at Cornell, it would be immensely helpful. I was very shocked and surprised (and elated, of course) that I was accepted to Cornell, as I am an almost straight-B student in honors and AP classes, compared with the countless other applicants who are straight-A students in the same courses. I dont know how to exactly measure hard work whenever people say that working harder will raise my gradesas I often find myself simply not comprehending the material, or forgetting it, or just finding that the questions on assessments are unfamiliar to me. Working harder will supposedly fix these issues, but I dont know where to begin. Its pretty shameful for a high school senior to not know how to fully apply herself. So for this reason, I always wonder what is it about the straight-A students that gets them where they are,and how I can attain this quality too. </p>
<p>From the many CC threads that Ive browsed, and from the words of two alumni, the workload at Cornell is incredibly overwhelming as a freshman (and beyond, but its hardest to acclimate to as a freshman), which makes it all to easy to fall into a slump or pit of bad grades that will screw over your general GPA for the next four years. For me, as an animal science major with an ultimate goal to enter veterinary school, general GPA is critical (at least a 3.5) to be accepted. (Ill go into the veterinary aspect later.) I simply cant afford to have a low GPA in college, but I feel as if the time it takes to adjust to such a heavy workload will take its toll on my grades. Furthermore, my idea of the word workload, as mentioned above, is so abstract. All my brother (who attends Northwestern University) and cousins (who attend UC Berkeley and Stanford University) willl tell me that I need to study a LOT, but that doesnt mean anything to me. I have some vague image of college students never sleeping,making a lot of flashcards, and typing hundred-page essays. Is that what college work is like? Even if the classes are curved (WHY, GOD??), how do you do well in class? Will the professors mind if you simply dont understand the topic, even when coming to class all the time (which I fully intend to do)? How much time is really spent studying for those exams that basically make up your grade, as opposed to daily work reviewing what was just learned for understanding?</p>
<p>Returning to the veterinary aspect, one of the most frustrating things to me about this career is the type of prerequisites. I currently have a B- in AP Calculus AB, when many others in my grade are either taking AP Calculus BC or have finished BC as juniors. I remember my brother (a biomedical engineering major turned economics) coming home and telling me that multivariable calculus made grownups cry. A veterinarian I helped once told me that you needed no math at all as a veterinarian, you just need it to get there. Im worried, so worried, that I wont be able to handle this level of math at Cornell if I cant even get a B in AP Calculus AB as a senior. I have similar concerns about physics and chemistry, especially chemistry, as I had Bs all year for both of those sciencesand although I need to take both of those sciences in college, chemistry is integral to the veterinary profession.On top of all the schoolwork, Ill need to be getting my thousands of hours of experience with animals for veterinary school. </p>
<p>You might be thinking that I dont belong to Cornell, or that Ill never survive. But the truth is that I will be going there in the fall, and I want to succeed, and no matter how many times it takes to be accepted to veterinary school, I maintain that I will be a veterinarian one day. (After doing research on what it REALLY takes to be a veterinarian, I have an additional, newfound respect for every one I see!)I know that in attending Cornell, my college experience will not be a walk in the park. I know I need to shape up if Im ever going to be a veterinarian. I just wish I had a better idea of whats going on, what to expect, and how to prepare myself. Anything you can tell me will be SO greatly appreciated. Sorry for using up a chunk of your time :( Thanks.</p>