<p>So I will be a Sophomore this year at my small liberal arts school and am so upset about that fact.</p>
<p>I really really didn't like my time there my freshman year and attempted to transfer out for this semester. I worked hard, gained a 3.9 on a 4.0 scale, got great reccomendations, had above average but not great high school records and scores and completed a VERY advanced course load this past year. I wanted to go to my true dream school: Cornell. I even got a letter of reccomendation from a major Cornell donor. That, as I was told by many of my friends, should have just been 'security' and I didn't need it.</p>
<p>But alas, I did not get into Cornell and while I was okay with it at first, I grew increasingly dissapointed and sad about the fact that I would not be able to call myself a Cornellian. I even went down and met with the admissions official for my region to talk over my application. As it turns out, my lack of science courses and average perfromace in the sciences in high school was the overarching specific reason for my rejection from both the College of Arts and Science and the school of Agriculture. This killed me as I am not even a science student, I study International Development and History.</p>
<p>I thought about transfering again, but given my current school's three class tutorial system, there is no way I would meet the requirements (or even the unofficial science requirements) to get in. So, I will be going back to my home school, and am not happy about it at all (any other school I was accepted to for transfer turned out to be a school that I felt would not make me any more happy than my current school).</p>
<p>This has been all very lone, but I have to write it down. I can't get over it. I know it's lame, but I keep thinking about Cornell. I've become obsessed with teh school and college admissions at large. I spend all my time researching schools, their admissions stats. and history, for no reason at all. Again, Cornell dominates this. I'm devistated and stuck and normally, I would totally be over something like this by now and not give it a second thought. I'm not. I don't spend anytime focusing on my other interests. Just Cornell and the other schools I don't go to.</p>
<p>I'm sorry for being so long, but I just wanted to get this out and see if there are any others who wished to transfer, but couldn't and are still feeling pain. </p>
<p>Thank you for reading.</p>