I’m sorry for your experience, but I’m struggling to understand the situation.
If you’re “scared to even walk around, yet haven’t experienced the worst of it”…what is the worst of it?
Are you transferring?
Last thought: One thing I’ve never heard is an ED admitted student say (a year later) that they are disappointed with their ED choice. ED is a strategy, and when used successfully fades into the background…almost hidden as not to diminish the accomplishment through the deployment of privilege. Given the timing (current year ED II decision release), there are aspects of your experience that sound more immediate than last year’s strike?