Anxiety

I am moving into my freshman dorm in a little over two weeks from now. I just don’t feel college age yet. I haven’t experienced what most people my age has experienced (i.e. hanging out with friends, birthday parties (I seriously never had one)). There are probably others that I can’t think of right now. My parents never wanted me to do school activities outside of school. They are extremely overprotective. Now that I’m going to college, I’m nervous. I am nervous that I won’t fit in. My friends have always abandoned me before. I don’t have many friends, but when I do meet them, they normally forget about me and make other friends. I’m not used to hanging out with friends. I would probably be the odd one just sitting there, while everyone is having fun. This is probably something stupid to worry about, but I just feel left behind. I’m not completely left behind (not a virgin), so maybe it’s just me being anxious. What most people my age view as normal, I view as trying something new. I feel so disconnected from people my age. I relate better with adults. I’m an only child though, so that may explain that part. If any of this made sense to you, then great haha. I don’t know exactly what I’m asking, but any advice would be appreciated. Thank you.

I get what you mean about not fitting in. I’m different from people in a lot of ways and I was really lonely when I first got to college.

Is there any sort of topic that you find particularly exciting? If there is, then maybe you could find a club on campus that fits your interest. If you find something you love and get excited about it, people will come to you.

You’ll be okay. :slight_smile:

From another post of mine:

This time of year we see many posts about how they are having a hard time adjusting because they don’t have any friends. With all of these, obviously try to do them with your roommate as well. But if that is not working out, then…

  1. During Orientation, go to as many activities as you can. Ask people in your hall way if they are going. Introduce yourself…they are looking for friends too. “Hey, I am Pat…what are you majoring in?”

  2. Go to the Activities Fair and sign up for a bunch of clubs that are of interest. They may not all pan out, but don’t eliminate anything yet. If you are into music/D&D/running/church/whatever, you can find other people who are interested too. Service clubs are great because you spend time working together.

  3. Talk to the people on your floor…Get some cookies and offer them “Hey I have cookies, anyone want some?” and then strike up a conversation about where they are from, what they are majoring in, etc. People like to talk about themselves…let them. Don’t make it too long…move on to others.

  4. At dinner time, ask your roommate/people on your hall if they are going to dining hall. Go with them. See if people in your dorm generally sit in the same area… Join them.

  5. Go to any dorm activities your RA has set up. If you are still having issues, talk to your RA. See if they have ideas. If not suggest that they have one. Maybe a movie and pizza?

  6. Join your dorm’s intramural (or any intramural) team.

  7. Talk to others in your classes…exchange numbers so that if either of you miss you can exchange notes… Ask what someone got on a homework question (that you did too)…once you get to know them, ask if they want to form a study group.

  8. If this isn’t working, go to the Counseling Center…they are ready to help freshman this time of year. Don’t think you are a loser because you have to go…this is something you pay for! Get the benefit! You may need to learn some new social skills. They may also have group talks on Homesickness or fitting in.

  9. Go to ongoing campus activities…concerts/movies/lectures/parties. Invite someone/group of people or just sign up and meet people for activities that might be off campus.

  10. See if your dorm/floor has a GroupMe Group set up…otherwise suggest to someone who is extraverted that it might be a good idea. Then people can send a group text that they are showing a movie in the lounge or are baking cupcakes in the kitchen.

You may notice that all of these things take some action…they are not passive. You have to take initiative. But the risk is small…if someone says no, then just say “Maybe another time”.