<p>Hi. I'm trying to write my Personal Essay right now so I don't have to deal with it when I struggle to get supplements done later. I was trying to brainstorm, during which I realized that I don't have a lot of personal experiences and that I would like to do something completely random (too bad I can't make the random relate to me). I know it's early, but I would appreciate any feedback on the options:</p>
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<li>My bed (pretty bad I know) that I slept in for the past 17 years and every kind of "me" that slept in it. I guess this could be about growing up, growing independent, childhood back in Korea, or etc. I don't know...there are A LOT of little things that I can elaborate in a sentence or two, but nothing that really connects to form a whole essay...
Or my couch (where I actually spend most of my days and some nights during school)</li>
<li>How I like to keep everything, even trash. I feel like that definitely isn't original?</li>
<li>A lot of not-so-great experiences: when I transferred a lady who was crying after her husband died to Medical Records when I volunteered at the hospital (I hate myself), couldn't even explain why I was absent (when the teacher asked what I was doing to verify I wasn't cutting) because I decided not to say "I was at orchestra" but instead do mini hand motion of moving the bow (I really hate myself), etc etc</li>
<li>My obsession with collecting paper and smelling paper. Idk what I would write</li>
<li>My obsession with telling people to chew with their mouth closed. This is actually due to strict parents when I was growing up, but now it just is because of my being mean because my parents aren't even strict and actually chew with their mouth open sometimes. But listening to people eat just makes me sick now...</li>
<li>Glasses. Again feel like it's overdone.
(7. Do you think it's okay to write about how much I miss my childhood and lament what on earth happened as I grew up?)</li>
<li>Weekly trips on the train. I don't have specific experiences, but I can do bunch of random things about what (and hopefully how) I see the world?</li>
<li>I originally wrote (in class) about the first memory I ever had, about seeing a happy person cry and not being able to understand why, but my teacher told me it needed work without saying WHAT. Maybe that could work if I decide to rewrite it in different format/words...</li>
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<p>Okay fine I realize that these pretty much aren't even choices (but I can't help it, it's hard! I'm not a nice person nor a person whom something happens to, so I can't really write anything about myself in a positive light T^T), and will continue to brainstorm, but I would still appreciate any input/help - any suggestions, any opinions to whether or not there is ANYTHING that somebody might WANT to read.</p>