<p>As a rising senior, I am starting to buckle down with my college applications. The thing that concerns me is that I am not too sure what my 9th grade grades are going to do to my GPA. I failed two classes and didn't do much better than an A in any other classes. It was so bad that the school asked me to leave, since it was an academic high school. My guidance counselor says I should write a letter about what I've learned from the experience of failing two classes and being asked to leave a very prestigious high school. My mom says I shouldn't even mention it or even draw attention to it. If I were to write a letter, I would explain that I took for granted the seriousness and the importance 9th grade had on me, and I felt like I was invincible until they finally got me. While showing the serious part of the situation I would try and make light of it and show that I have moved on from a once very dark point in my life. The only 'excuse' I have for my horrible grades is that I felt misguided and alone and miserable and completely overwhelmed. My aunt was sick with cancer at the time and it did have an adverse effect on me but I just want to own my mistake and keep it moving. </p>
<p>What should I do? How should the tone of the letter be if I do send one? How would I include that on my application? Would this affect my chances for certain colleges?</p>
<p>My Stats:</p>
<pre><code>Schools:
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<ul>
<li>Northeastern University</li>
<li>Northwestern University</li>
<li>Emerson College</li>
<li>American University</li>
<li>Syracuse University</li>
<li>Ithaca College</li>
<li>NYU</li>
<li>USC</li>
<li>Wesleyan University</li>
<li>Montclair State University </li>
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<p>TOP CHOICE: Northeastern (will probably apply EA) and Emerson
INTENDED MAJOR: Communications and/or Film</p>
<p> Grade: Rising Senior
Unweighted GPA: 93.1 or 3.86 on a 4.0 scale
Weighted GPA: 4.06
Rank: 14/105
High school: 1st high school was nationally recognized, and top 50 in the US. Second is very small and only accredited by the Middle States
SAT: 1640 but very little prep. Taking an SAT class now and will take the SAT in October. Assume a 1900+
- Course load: Rigorous freshman year, too easy sophomore year, intermediate rigor junior year, and rigorous senior ye</p>