My high school goes from 7th grade to 12th grade. Entering 7th grade, I was originally placed only in accelerated english and social studies, but after 7th grade my counselor believed I could handle accelerated science and math too. So I was placed on track for future AP courses in all core classes (english, social studies, math, science). However, now in my junior year, I’m struggling in math and science. I dropped AP Physics (withdraw passing) because I was on the verge of failing and I had conflicts with the teacher. My accelerated Pre-Calculus average is in the mid/high 70s. The rest of my classes are good (AP US History 88, AP English Language 90, Italian 100, SAT Prep 93, Human Anatomy 94 (took in place of physics), orchestra 97)
I realized as the years went on that I wasn’t quite cut out for the rigorous curriculum accelerated science and math required, especially since my grandma lives with us (we are BFF’s) and she has Alzheimer’s and declining health, I spend an immense amount of my time caring for her (I need to because she doesn’t speak English, and my mom and I are the only ones who can speak Chinese and communicate with her.) I thought I could stick it out and balance the work with caring for my grandma, but it is just so hard, and I don’t enjoy it.
For my senior year, I am taking a semi-less rigorous schedule (AP Gov, AP Literature, Forensics (1/2 year), Astrology (1/2 year), Intro to College Math, Italian 5, Orchestra, Child Development) and I know I can perform very well in those classes, but I am worried that colleges will look down upon me and think I “quit.”
My question is, if I explain the circumstances with my grandma in an essay or letter when I apply to colleges, would they be more lenient with my decline of grades junior year and the fact that I took a bit easier course load senior year? I am so afraid that they will dismiss me because they think I’m becoming lazy or something.
SAT 1630 (CR 520, Math 570, Writing 540, taking it again in May and probably October senior year)
Overall cumulative average 92.38 (Freshman year-1st semester junior year)
Colleges I’m looking at in New York: SUNY Old Westbury, Berkeley, Baruch, Touro, FIT, Parsons (maybe), Adelphi, Hofstra, SUNY Farmingdale , LIU Brooklyn.
Thanks in advance.