Sorry, it was Girls Day Out with my 2 daughters, looking for fall clothes.
OK, let’s assume you’ll stick with Spanish. While I have no real background here-- I took my 3 years of Spanish a billion years ago-- I can only imagine that for someone who doesn’t seem to like languages, having TWO foreign languages rolling around your head will only make things more difficult.
As far as college goes, I can’t see that, in many cases, an obvious trouble with foreign languages would keep you from the school you want. Foreign language is a LOT like math-- some kids simply struggle more than others. As long as you’re not planning a career as a translator in the UN, I don’t think that struggling in this one area will be the huge roadblock you seem to think it is.
But let’s see what we can do to improve your grade in Spanish.
For starters, can you contact your Spanish I and II teachers and ask for any review materials?? Are they in your current school-- can you see them for extra help on the material you’re struggling with?
Next: NY State no longer offers a Regents Exam in Spanish, but here’s a link to some old ones: http://www.nysedregents.org/loteslp/spanish/home.html If the Spanish Regents were anything like the math exams, it should provide a decent study guide for you.
Here’s a similar question, with a variety of replies, from someone else who struggled: https://■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■/question/index?qid=20110507224422AAmo9zK
Here’s another idea: Take a look at a site like www.educreations.com or www.teachertube.com Both have videos, mostly posted by teachers, that explain material. (Kind of like youtube, but with a definite academic emphasis.) Find some teachers you like, and take a look at the videos they offer. Even consider posting another thread here, asking whether anyone knows a teacher who posts good instructional videos in Spanish.
Why not take a look at these resources, and have a solid plan to present to your guidance counselor?