<p>Ok so I just moved in yesterday and I was feeling so extremely homesick as I was moving in. I was bawling and a complete mess. I just can't do this. I don't think I'm ready to be this far away from home. Problem is, I was so upset yesterday that my parents decided to take me home for the weekend.. so here I am, sitting at home as I'm writing this. I'm set to go back on Monday, but I don't even know how I'm gonna do that. I'm just miserable. I made up some bullish<em>t excuse to my roommate, something like, "Oh, I just wanted to go home for the weekend cause my uncle's coming in from Florida, blah blah blah..." which is actually true, my uncle did come in from Florida last night. But it was still a bullsh</em>t reason. My cousins are coming over too, so my parents thought that maybe they could have a talk with me and it would help. Oh and by the way, I could tell my roommate didn't believe me, cause she saw me crying and stuff. I'm not blaming her though, she's nice and everything, and I feel bad that she got stuck with me as a roommate. She probably thinks I'm really weird and stuff for going home, and now all of my floor is just gonna know me as "the girl who went home the first day." It's so embarrassing. I'm seriously considering transferring in the spring. Should I? I was thinking about Stony Brook, SUNY Purchase, and CUNY Hunter, if anyone has any input on those schools. But in the meantime, how do I handle going back on Monday? And how am I gonna get back in the loop of things, like to join clubs and stuff? Please help me, I'm desperate...</p>