I posted this on Reddit, so I decided to post this on here, too. Some advice would be appreciated.
I just took the Math II Subject Test today, and tbh, I don’t think I did well at all…by “not well,” probably not even hitting the 700 mark. I’m a pretty slow test-taker in general, so I omitted ~10 questions, and scrolling through [Reddit], I think I got at least 5 or 6 wrong. Best case scenario, I got a 700, which is still pretty low for Math II. I am currently a rising senior, so I don’t want to retake in October (I’d rather focus on my college essays).
I feel pretty disheartened. I really like Brown (I know it’s nearly impossible to get in, yes) and want to apply there ED. Not because it’s an Ivy, but because I love the Open Curriculum and how they uphold the concept of learning for the sake of learning. But now, I feel like I have no chance, especially compared to others with perfect test scores.
I’m an Asian applicant from the Midwest. Attend a pretty underfunded public high school, so I don’t have a lot of prestigious ECs. I just have some, like Student Government, that I really care about. 4.0 UW GPA, but it isn’t too hard to get As at our school–I’ve taken every single honors course offered, and I’m taking some online courses as well (just out of interest). I got a 710 on USH and a 32 on the ACT, which I will be retaking in September. Not perfect test scores in the slightest, but I was okay with them. Now, the prospect of a 670-690 on Math II (which is viewed as easy by everyone) worries me.
I also like math, so it kinda sucks, haha. I’m hoping to concentrate in Poly Sci/Chemistry.
I know that essays matter a lot for Brown, and I’ve started working on them. I’m pretty happy with my drafts, but I’m concerned that my essays won’t even be considered with such low scores that should be showcasing my proficiency in those subjects.
Thank you; I’m sorry for the pessimistic attitude. This whole process is just really stressing me out. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. (Or any comment that’ll help me stop excessively worrying/obsessing; it’s really bothering me). Thank you.