<p>I will be starting my third year out of a six year program come next week. It is a private college (I only got accepted into private schools for my major and only one public school has it but I got rejected.) Practically my entire life, my parents assured me they will pay for everything. I was not really brought up to be independent even though my parents kept yelling at me to do so. I can't do it if they insist on babying me for everything. For the past two years, I have been forcing my way on aspects. For example, just yesterday they barely let me go to the library and Best Buy on my own even though I drive. </p>
<p>Okay so, my mom keeps saying they will pay for everything. My dad, however, wants me to take more and more loans or something. I got $5000 in scholarship per year guaranteed. I found out I could appeal this so I appealed and got a total of $5000 extra throughout the three years. (I need to re-appeal each year.) </p>
<p>Stupid me, last year I really wanted to help my dad so I took a $5500 subsidized federal loan. This year, I took it again but now dad wants me to take a COMPLETE loan for year 4. I am panicking a bit. </p>
<p>The total cost of this school is $52,000! After my scholarship, appeal grant, and loan, my dad will be paying $40,000 this year. My efc always comes out to be $46,000 but my dad keeps complaining that he has no money. </p>
<p>Frankly, he's worried that he will lose his job soon. Both of my parents work for United States Postal Service so a quick search will tell you that the job situation is very unstable right now. There was a rumor for a while he would be transferred but his work place didn't close and the rumor was false. </p>
<p>I'm so confused because I don't have a job (I tried this summer but failed.) Meanwhile, my mom keeps telling me they will pay all of it and not to worry. </p>
<p>How can I even get a $48,000 loan which is what the cost will probably be next year after my scholarships? I heard Sallie Mae does it and all my parents have to do is pay like $300-$400 a month until I graduate and all I have to pay is the principle. But that is like $150,000, jeez. </p>
<p>Is it possible I can get more at a lower interest rate if my dad writes a letter to the school saying he is refusing to pay the cost? </p>
<p>I want to find scholarships but I tried so many and I didn't get a dime..</p>