Getting My Financial Aid Back

OK, So I’m realy hoping someone can help me, this means a lot to me. So the year before last (2014) I got SAPed by my college. It means I didn’t meet requirements for my grades and GPA with financial aid. My reasoning honestly was I was just really depressed, I had moved away from home in my own apartment and I I was really lonely and I jad no friends and I just worked. I had low self esteem and I just didn’t motivate myself, this was completely my fault and it sucks so bad, makes me want to cry. Now I have the capability to do better I went to a college before that and had a 3.5 gpa so I can do it and in high school which I know is different I had always had good grades, Ive never really failed academically and it just hurts my soul and I’m scared they aren’t going to appeal it. But anyways I wa wondering can I still get a scholarship to help pay for some of my schooling (if they don’t appeal) so that I can get my financial aid back. And do you think they will gibe me another chance with my reasoning, its not the best its whats true! Is there any ideas anyone can give me so I can get back into college?
Thank you

You need to contact your school’s financial aid office and ask what you need to do to get back within SAP levels. They should be able to tell you/help you since you won’t be the first one in this situation.