<p>Hi all,</p>
<p>I've posted here in the past and received great advice from you guys. I was hoping you might be able to help me with another decision I have.</p>
<p>I am currently a senior at our state flagship. I have an okay GPA (3.7), participate in research 20 hours a week, and am enrolled in 18 credits this quarter (two graduate level classes plus a physiology class). The grad classes are no problem. I love them both; the material is fascinating and the instructors are nice.</p>
<p>I'm having a problem with the physiology class though. The class meets twice a week for a 2.5 hour lecture both evenings. The grade is composed entirely of test scores (one every two weeks, the lowest of which is dropped) and the class is curved. </p>
<p>I was doing a little below average on the first two tests and was surprised, as I previously thought I was quite strong in physiology. My main interest in health psychology and I am interested in physiology, as well. I have, in the past, looked up physiological processes and such, purely out of interest. I thought maybe it was just a fluke and I would be able to drop one of the first two tests.</p>
<p>When I walked in for the third test last week though, I noticed everyone around me had copies of the test before class. Apparently, all the Greeks have "test files" and they can study the exact questions/answers instead of actually putting the effort in to learn the material! I was so frustrated and shocked and still am. I did horrible on the third test (last week).</p>
<p>I don't really know what to do now. I only have four weeks left and am thinking I will just continue to study hard. I'm worried though about the grade on my transcript. I have done well in most of my other classes and was planning on applying to graduate school in the fall (master's of public health programs, mostly). I'm worried it's going to look really bad if I get a low grade in this physiology class and I don't want to come off as somebody just making excuses. I really do know this material, but the tests are full of really tricky questions and I second-guess myself a lot.</p>
<p>I have thought of dropping that class, but I'm afraid that might look even worse? I dropped a calc-based physics class in the Fall after my best friend fell 20-25 feet and nearly died, I had a really bad reaction to OCD medication (severe depression), and other stuff. I have an incomplete from a volunteer class I took in the winter, where logistically I couldn't get things worked out. Now, it's spring and I would have to apply for a hardship withdrawal in order to drop the class. </p>
<p>I'm not sure if my circumstances even qualify as "hardship?" I think I might talk to an advisor, but I feel like I'll be seen as just making excuses for not doing well in this class? I have a torn tendon in my knee that requires physical therapy twice a week and makes sitting through the physiology lecture excruciatingly painful. Anytime I sit for more than an hour or so, it feels like horrible, extreme frostbite on the anterior portion of my knee. I also am having a hard time with some psychological stuff, as I've given up trying meds (due to very dangerous reactions before). This takes up additional time and effort.</p>
<p>I feel like I should probably stick it out, as I don't want my withdrawals to turn into a pattern. But, I was hoping you guys might have input too?</p>