<p>I have a problem with my reading Mathematics and Science. Usually I have to ask my teachers or friends to clarify. Or if I try to do it my way, a problem can take me as far as 2 hours. By no means it is a hard one according to me other friends.
I tend to overthink. Wrack my nerve over tests. One time I remember an easy test took me from 8 to 2 to finish whereas my friends had done long before. Because when I was younger whenever I tried to solve fast and most of the time I made mistake, I tried to do it slowly, track everything I did once or twice after Ive done it. But even when I solve slowly, I also have some fear in me that I will make mistake. Are my peers around me do things extremely fast or is it me who is slow?
I tend to have a lot of questions around lessons, but Im shy everytime I ask my teacher. My friends and teachers think that I ask trivial questions, but I dont think so since I really want to know the answer. But they dont help me much in testing because again I overthink and do them slowly.</p>
<p>This last question doesnt involve studying but sport. Man Im afraid playing against little kids! I play tennis, but tend to overthink and I tried to think positively, but it just doesnt work. I feel my heart beat faster, and a little fear feeling I dont know. But Ive lost a lot. Today a nine year old beat me. Last month a novice 12 year old who just pick up the racket beat me. I dont think its about technique but mental set. I dont know how to adjust it.</p>
<p>Help me is what I can say right now</p>