Help? im very discouraged

<p>i read all of these statistics about people thinking of applying. wow. how intimidating. should i even try? realistically?</p>

<p>a little bit about me:
*9/10: best public HS in Massachusetts (according to newsweek at least, personally i though it was a pressure-cooking hell hole) got B’s in accelerated classes.
*11/12: moved to california. finished junior year rank 11/450 at a less competitive HS, 3.83 UW GPA.
*weaknesses:
-lets see my SATs were horrible. 1900. i simply did not have time to finish anything. i have a reading disorder and mild dyslexia. applying for extended time and i will retake ACTs and SATs.
-umm my 9/10 grades i didn’t get any A’s. granted i hated school/learning with all of my heart. i didn’t know i had a reading disorder at the time, i would get so fustrated.
-very little involvement in my school grades 9/10. no community service those years either AHHH that is killing me.
-my current high school in on a tight budget and does not have the funding for many Honors/AP courses. i take all the hardest classes available, and i have to go to another HS to take an AP class not offered at mine.</p>

<p>*on a brighter note:
-i sort of made a “turn around” 11th grade, and i actually started really enjoying school, getting involved, doing 100 hrs of service, etc.
-i dunno if this helps me or hurts me, but i guess my learning disability. homework literally takes me twice to do as “normal” people…so i end up staying up til 2am or later just trying to finish stuff all the time.
-i took a pyschology college course and got an A
-my one and only, beloved EC: an unkown sport called vaulting (a combination of gymnastics and dance on horseback, similar to circus like stuff) i’ve been doing it since i was 5 years old, and it is basically my life. my amazing parents moved to CA so i could train to go to the world games in 2006. so that was about 20 hours per week of practice time, and probably at least 5-10 hours a week of cross training. i hold a few national titles…however this past i tore ligaments in my elbow and i can’t really start again until december :frowning: so there goes that. now my only EC is dance and running to stay in shape.
-selected for board of directors at my HS for an organization that fights racism.
-worked teaching gymnastics to 4 and 5 years olds for 1 year.
-raised $500 for refugees in Kosovo through a Benifit Breakfast in my neighborhood. it wasn’t a lot of money, but i tried.
-since i couldn’t vault this past summer, i went to Peru to do build stoves that help cut back on deforestation.
-i guess my interview went okay. i bluntly told the admissions officer that i hated learning until last year which probably was not a good idea (lol)…but other than that i felt good about it.</p>

<p>i’m going to compete against all of these class presidents and students with straight A’s all four years and 1029834019283 hours of community service and 23290834 EC’s. </p>

<p>also i feel like my reading disorder is going to make the college work load impossible. ahh. im so overwhelmed. i love Bates so much, i would die to go there…</p>

<p>advice?</p>

<p>well, as far as SAT's bates doesn't require them? the vaulting seems like a good hook too. idk looks to me like you have a pretty good chance.</p>

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i'm going to compete against all of these class presidents and students with straight A's all four years and 1029834019283 hours of community service and 23290834 EC's.

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These kinda students apply to Bates???????..................Oh lord!! pleasee help me.</p>

<p>well...okay that was an overstatement. but if you read some of the profiles of other students on these forms at least, they seriously are flawless. and it's scary. i know Bates is not impossible to get into, but the valedictorian of my sisters class at Stonleigh Burnham (a prestigious all girls school in MA) was rejected- maybe her interview went poorly or something just wasn't right...but from what i know of her she was an amazing dancer, artist, and student. </p>

<p>my heart is so set on bates though, i loved that atmosphere there...so i'm applying ED i think. are you a student at bates?</p>

<p>thanks for the encouragement :) even if they aren't required, should i still submit them? or will they not hold it against me if i dont?</p>

<p>Hey claire, I think I talked to you before.
I don't know about the new SAT system, but I think Bates' old SAT average was around 1350, so generally if you are above that submit and below don't. If you think they will take away from your application in anyway feel free to not send them as well.
Good luck!</p>