Help me please? I don't think i'll get into any college at all.

<p>I just got my senior first semester grades and they are
latin: C-
math: D-
psychology: B
english: B+
history elective: C-
programming elective: C-</p>

<p>My past years were relatively good with mostly high B's and a couple of C's.
I don't know what to do with my life anymore. I've lived a depressing life for most of my highschool career and if i don't get into a college i'll be looked down on by everyone in my family, in addition to the self hatred i have recently developed.</p>

<p>I'm honestly trying and my second semester grades are going to be loads better based on my performance in the tests and quizes i've taken so far.</p>

<p>these are the schools i'm applying to:
Carnegie Mellon
Barnard
Smith
St. Lawrence
Horbart and William Smith
Gettysburg
Union
Colby
Colgate
Bucknell
Fordham
Dickinson
Trinity
Kenyon
BU</p>

<p>My school doesn't calculate GPA (though i did try to calculate it using a generator and it was something like 2.5), and i go to an esteemed private school in NYC. Do i have a chance at any of these schools? Please be honest.</p>

<p>I’m not sure if you can get into those, but there always is community college. If you do well, you can transfer to one of these schools.
Good luck!</p>

<p>What are your sat scores</p>

<p>Which school do you currently attend? I know many people in NYC private schools (Trinity, Horace Mann, Trevor Day, Dwight, Riverdale, etc.) whose advisers/guidance counselors play a huge role in where they end up going! You should probably try and talk to one of them, find a few safeties, and go from there. Keep your head up! I am sure you’ll do fine!</p>