how to help myself

<p>I am recent immigrant who just got adopted in the US about 5 years ago. First year, I made some great friends with my nationality but next year I had to move another school in another state. No people of my nationality, tried to make friends mainly with americans but I did not click and it was my last senior year when I moved in so it was hard. First year freshman in college I commuted before I lived in dorms next year. I go to a college in a big city. My second year was fun, I made "friends". I had 3 roomates and I liked 1 a lot. I had 2 floormates that I really liked and I thought I clicked with them. Next year bam! They (including everbody else) stopped talking to me, even my roomate and friends I considered the best. Afterwards, some were talking but not willing to hang out. I felt like a coyote chasing road runner who ran off the cliff and did not fall until he looked down. Thats exactly I how I felt about my situation. Next year I came to live in another dorms but I did not feel the same way making friends as in previous year. And the dorms I live now has worse community (less outgoing and more pressure on using weed to get socialized, that wasn't previous year) and is quite isolated (townhomes instead hallways).</p>

<p>That situation is really depressing. I don't know what to do. I guess I'll start by taking in summer very advanced esl classes that will help me speak more clearly and then let engage in more fluent conversation with people around me and so get more fluent without alienating them. I have tried free counseling in my school but it really did not help.</p>