<p>Transferring won’t make a difference. If the issues you’re having stem from your behavior than when you bring that behavior to a new environment, the same problems will just follow you along.</p>
<p>You need to start fixing yourself from inside. Stop drinking. Start going to a counselor or therapist. Change your outlook. Stop feeling sorry for yourself (people can sense that negativity). Start being positive. Be daring. Start engaging in activities that you never thought would interest you. Clubs, study groups, intramural teams, campus radio…try it all until you find a place you feel comfortable.</p>
<p>people in college don’t have time for hating on people or gossiping or whatever you think they were. I think you were reading far too much into things. Sure, you probablly were a bit of a jerk, but if you have “behaved” in the last year, then people you think HATE you are just being cautious. </p>
<p>berekly is HUGE why are you still around the same people? is your major so small? this is what i don’t get? why are you so desperate for people who don’t like you to be your friends and forgive you?</p>
<p>move on, you messed up, not horribly, just weren’t tackful, and there are thousands of people who have no idea. why is your world so small?</p>