I hate my Highschool.

I go to a Highschool for people who had/or have learning disabilities and I hate it there. I myself do have a learning disability, but I do not want it to be plastered on my forehead so easily. The school itself is called Propel Schools, and if you look it up, then you may see what I’m talking about. But anyways, I’ll move onto my other problems.

  1. I don’t have many friends in the Highschool since everyone there are frankly douchebags with their pants falling to the ground. I know this is more or less a minor problem, but I still would like to have at least people who I could talk to at lunch. I literally sit in the corners of the cafeteria without even a table to sit at, and people usually just laugh and ignore my pathetic existence. And I actually do try and talk to people who I can stand, but they just toss me aside like a piece of garbage.

  2. The classes. The teachers actually do try and communicate with us students, but they candidly make me feel completely and utterly stupid. As if I need help every second of the day. I really don’t want their help, even if it’s welcome, since I would rather figure things out for myself, though some of their information on Colleges are useful, though half of the time I can barely hear the teacher since the students never seem to understand how to execute the statement ‘Be Quiet.’

  3. I feel stupid half of the time since I am treated by students and some teachers as if I’m a Grade A idiot. Yes, this may be my fault for staying quiet most of the time, but I don’t want to be treated that way, and I doubt anyone else does either.

I was wondering for some sort of advice how to make it through this mess? I would never drop out of High school, even if it was the worse school on this planet, since I actually want to make it through this life with a accomplishment.

Sorry to hear that you’re going through some difficulties. Many people feel the same about high school; I can assure you. Don’t let the harshness of others get to you or you’ll slowly lose your confidence. Are there interesting clubs you can join at your school? Maybe you can meet like-minded people there. The best advice I can give you is to focus on your academics. High school will become meaningless after you finish.

You could always try talking to one of your teachers about how you are feeling. Explain your issues with their teaching and most teachers will try to help you out. You obviously want to learn, which is something any teacher will appreciate. If people are being disruptive in class, ask if you can sit near the front to hear better.
And about the friends, just find some at other schools. Sure, they can’t sit at lunch with you, but at least you will have someone. Attend events around where you live and meet some new people. The internet is a good place to meet people as well. Just be careful.