<p>I'm a senior journalism major (I have three more semesters left including this one before I graduate because I transferred and switched majors from sociology to journalism). The first week of school has passed, and I'm realizing more by the day that journalism is not what I want to do with my life. </p>
<p>I thought I'd like it when I initially changed my major, but I'm miserable now partly because it's revealing itself as something I'm cut out for and partly because I chose to stick with it long enough to be basically trapped with it. Expressing yourself is so taboo in journalism, and I'm such an expressive person This among other things is really bothering me. I feel like I'm fading into black. </p>
<p>I love the arts, dance to be exact, and I know that's what I'd love to do with my life. Years ago, I let my parents and others talk me out of pursuing a career in dance, so I went to school majoring in sociology. I ended up transferring and changing my major to journalism, setting me back a few years. </p>
<p>I'm 22. I fear I'll be too rusty to start back dancing after I graduate and actually make something of myself as a dancer. I stopped dancing because of school. I could have been taking classes and going to workshops instead of these years wasted doing something I don't love ... maybe not even like.</p>
<p>Finally, the QUESTION:
What do I do about this? Things are getting scary because I'm not passionate about journalism. Is it still possible to get back into dance after these years of not dancing? I'll have to pay student loans after I graduate, I'll need to make a living for myself. Will a career in dancing for me forever be lost? If so (and I'm hoping this isn't the case), is there a way to make journalism work for an expressive "artsy" person like me? </p>
<p>I don't want to live a miserable life. I don't want to be trapped in a profession that I hate. I do want to wake up in the morning and be happy with my life. </p>
<p>Right now, I'm not seeing that, and it sucks. S.O.S.</p>