<p>Good luck with your appt. Please post updates here next week if time permits. It could help other students/families.</p>
<p>Thank you guys so much, once again.</p>
<p>I have been feeling better lately. I went home Friday night and had fun with my sisters, cousins and my mom. I laughed a lot with them and was in a really good mood. It felt good to get my mind off of things. I went home and relaxed with my family.</p>
<p>The bad thing is, I didnāt get much work done over the weekend. By that time, I was already caught up in most of my classes and only had to make one thing up for my history class. Still, I had a test Monday and studied somewhat on Sunday. :o However, I feel I did waaaay better than I did on my first test in that class, so we shall see. ;)</p>
<p>My family is really supportive; although I only told my mother what I was going through, she told my sisters and my aunt I think. My sister called me and wanted to know how I was doing. They all were really supportive without really asking me directly what I was going through exactly, which I appreciated! My mom and I talked a bit. She thinks I need to go home more often and sheās glad Iām talking to someone. It feels good, knowing that my family will support and love me no matter what. </p>
<p>I havenāt had any suicidal thoughts or really depressing moments though I havenāt exactly been in a complete state of happiness either. Itās gotten better.</p>
<p>I met with my therapist today for a bit and I also met with the doctor. She recommended for me to start taking an anti-depressant. (I think they thought I was bi-polar for a while but I donāt think I am.) I donāt know if Iām going to try it out or not yet. I just donāt know. </p>
<p>Iām trying to do well in school and not procrastinate as I usually do. I registered for classes and got everything I wanted/need though I do have Physics at 8 in the morning. XP . Oh well.</p>
<p>I am thinking about getting a single for next semester though, just because I think it would be less stressful on me, not having to worry about my roommate and her habits. Itās really hard to get a single though so I donāt know. :/</p>
<p>Thanks again for your guysā help; I really appreciate it. 
I will keep you updated as I go along this process of trying to get better.</p>
<p>Iām really glad youāve spoken to your mom and your sisters are supportive, as well.</p>
<p>As far as the medication goes, I think thatās a good thing to talk to your therapist about, as well as everything else. She/He can help you to figure out which direction you want to take.</p>
<p>In the meantime, Iām glad you donāt feel so alone with all of this, anymore. I sometimes think thatās more than half the battle.</p>
<p>take care of yourself.</p>
<p>I have been through depression before and it is so, so hard to make it through - let me tell you, you are being so courageous and strong right now. Donāt focus on what you think are weaknesses - do you know how strong you are to get up every day and take steps to help yourself? I realized that when I accepted myself and the depression, the steps to get better were easier because I focused just on myself and getting better. I believe in you so much! Reading your posts shos you are making amazing progress Stay healthy and I wish all the best for you honey :)</p>
<p>Thanks for the update. Iām so glad to hear that things are improving and that you have your familyās support. Please continue to take good care of yourself and keep seeing the therapist. I understand your hesitation about taking medicatio, but see what your therapist recommends. </p>
<p>I hope things continue to improve.</p>
<p>Hey parents. I am now on my winter break and wanted to give you guys an update.</p>
<p>I finished out the semester, with 1 W and a GPA of 3.275, which is waaayyy less than previous semesters but I guess itās okay for this one. Iām taking a Winter Class at the local branch here though to try to boost my grade and get ahead since I only took four classes this fall semester.</p>
<p>I am doing way better emotionally and mentally; I no longer have suicidal thoughts and am feeling overall, better and happier, though of course Iām not 100% happy 100% all the time so itās not a complete 360. (which is okay!) I am on anti-depressants and in therapy; honestly, though I hate therapy. lol I just hate talking but I am going to continue with it and with the medication. Hopefully, things keep on improving.</p>
<p>I also had blood tests to determine whether I had any medical conditions but I was given a clean bill of health. I want to lose weight though since I think that thatās a factor in my depression so next semester, Iām going to meet with a nutritionist at my school and with their help, get on some sort of diet plan. One thing at a time. Iām verrryyy happpy to be home and canāt wait to just spend time with my family.</p>
<p>Once again, thank you all for your supportive words and advice. I appreciate it!</p>
<p>Merry Christmas to all! :)</p>
<p>What a heartwarming, positive update on your progress. Thank you for keeping us all posted.</p>
<p>Good work! You really have been working hard to turn things in a better direction. You must be a capable young woman :)</p>
<p>A wonderful updateā¦thank you for sharing it and best of luck to you.</p>
<p>Kudos to you! Have a Merry Christmas and keep us updated!</p>
<p>great news!</p>
<p>OP - I just saw this thread today so read it from start to finish. What struck me is the amount of progress you have made in such a short time and it all began with you taking that first step. You should be SO proud of yourself for having the courage to ask for help and for continuing to do the hard work that is needed, both emotionally and academically.</p>
<p>I hope you have a wonderful holiday with your family and that things continue to get better and better for you!</p>
<p>Thanks so much for posting again and telling us how youāre doing! I wish you a very merry Christmas with your family!</p>
<p>How wonderful to hear that you are doing well! Thank you for letting us know and warm wishes for a happy holiday season with all your loved ones!</p>