<p>I love you.</p>
<p>but not as much as....</p>
<p>I LOVE YOU!</p>
<p>especially my gunner :) But I love you all :D</p>
<p>I'm in need of love.
The guys at my school are losers, while I ones I remotely like aren't into dating.</p>
<p>:( Like I normally care about this?</p>
<p>same here. The guys at my school suck, and the ones who are okay aren't into dating or are already attached so I feel your pain! :p</p>
<p>So tomorrow night, I'm going to the winter dance and my ex/guy friend is coming. But we're cool. Ugh, I am sick of being the one to ask guys to slow dance.</p>
<p>I'm going to stop asking. It's annoying.</p>
<p>I prefer just bringing a guy friend. But I get sick of it too. Why can't they freaking ask me!</p>
<p>Exactly.
But as you all know, to them I'm a loser or something.
They used to ask me. Even the cute ones!</p>
<p>What's wrong with me?</p>
<p>Nothing. It's just that sometimes we get sick of the same people- maybe they've just seen you too much :) And a lot of times the ones we want we just aren't really meant to be with :)</p>
<p>Honestly I dont "want" anyone in my class.
So really I shouldn't feel like I NEED a guy to ask me. </p>
<p>I'll just walk out of the room and hang out by the water fountain every time.</p>
<p>that's what I usually do. I know we shouldn't feel like we NEED a guy to ask us, but I still feel that way knowing I shouldn't! :p</p>
<p>Yeeah. Ugh. I remember the year when I had slow dances all the time, and I never asked a single guy once! That was because I was too shy to ask.</p>
<p>Now I can, but I don't want to. So yeah, I'll just leave so I won't see anything.</p>
<p>[moo.]</p>
<p>Same with me. It's the same in other aspects of my life too. Like I used to be too shy to talk to people, but now it's not so much I'm afraid to talk to you, it's a "I don't want to" kind of thing. Same with guys.</p>
<p>Feeling like a loser is a nasty feeling. <em>feeling, go away!</em></p>
<p>I just have to be patient.</p>
<p>Patience is something I suck at. I am not well trained in it lol! :p</p>
<p>"The art of love is largely the art of persistence."
That's a quote by some guy. So basically I'm waiting for something.</p>
<p>I guess the thing I have a problem with is just waiting- it's so passive! I'm an active get-to-it type of person, but sometimes that's what we're supposed to do- wait, and it's so hard for me :p</p>
<p>But sometimes I think, "Why can't it happen now?"</p>
<p>Meh, I don't care. I stopped caring about guys.</p>
<p>I haven't stopped caring, but i'm done caring about the ones I go to school with. I'm done with them, because it's not worth it anymore, and it's too much struggle during my final year anyways :)</p>
<p>Okay...so I never really post on here....but:</p>
<p>I LOVE YOU ALL TOO <3</p>
<p>But if you guys have ever heard of the Postal Service, they have this song called Clark Gable. And in it, they have this verse that I think is soo true:</p>
<p>"I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?"</p>
<p>Hmmm...I wonder :rolleyes:....think about it.</p>
<p>I love that song. I like death cab better though.</p>