<p>First of all, let me start off by saying that I'm not a model student. I'm not the exceptional 4.0 genius with 300 volunteer experiences and a billion academic achievements. I'm quite shy in school environments and I never seek to point myself out, and thus I'm never the overachiever. </p>
<p>I won't say I'm a terrible student, but I won't say I'm exceptional (as I mentioned before). In my opinion, I'm average. And average (even with the passion that I have) doesn't get accepted into JHU for no reason.</p>
<p>My SAT scores are downright shameful (to me, not because I didn't do well, I just didn't break the score threshold I wanted to break.) The SAT I score stands at 1980. I don't plan on amending it, as I think the ACT is a better test for me (I function on fact, and unfortunately, the SAT is scored on how well you take the SAT, and not on argumentative basis. To be frank I'm a terrible test-taker.) I received a 34 on the practice ACT and thus am convinced I might do slightly better than on the SAT, however I'm not trying to get my hopes up so soon. My SAT II scores were better, as I only took 2 SAT's, though I doubt I'll submit them as Hopkins wants 3 scores submitted if the SATII scores are submitted. I received a 710 on my Math II and a 740 on my Biology. I also have taken 3 AP classes and two IB classes thus far (but am taking 2 more AP classes next year and continuing my 2 IB Classes). My received scores are: AP Biology (5), AP Calculus BC (3), and AP Government NSL (4). I aspire to take the AP Chemistry and AP Psychology exams next year as both subjects interest me greatly and am taking my IB History and IB English exams.</p>
<p>I wish I could volunteer, but I hold two jobs to a.) support my family, and b.) save for my college education. We fit in the middle range (our gross average is somewhere around 74k per year including my income), and federal funding and state funding only take extreme cases in that sense. My family is in debt though, so I'm attempting to ameliorate the situation as best I can. Although Suburban is across for me, and I've already filled three applications out and have had to recycle them due to the realization that I ultimately have no time in my schedule to volunteer. I'm submitting my application this time and I sincerely hope they'll work around my schedule, though I'm doubtful.</p>
<p>I currently work at NINDS, which is my primary job income. I initially worked there volunteering (though it was considered part of internship class) and I'm sure I've made well over the hour requirements per a double period internship (I received approximately 400 hours per semester and the requirement was 150.) I sincerely love this job. It's made me so happy and has converted me from a pathology advocate to a neuroscience enthusiast. I live and breathe neurons and spike potentials now. It also helps that my section chief has put my name on two abstracts and one paper that we've published thus far. It is my second largest priority (next to my education) and I am so interested by it that I aspire for an MD/PhD certification in order to pursue the mysteries of the brain. My passion exceeds me and I wish I could achieve it, but based off the JHU criteria, I'm just another average student. </p>
<p>However, as the title says for now... I am undoubtedly hopeful, but I don't know where I stand anymore.</p>