<p>Hey everyone! Hope all is well! I just like have a few questions about if im doing things right or wrong. Its basically a summation of the first month of sophomore year! My classes are pretty good minus my micro, Im pulling 19 credit hours. I was given a bid by my roommates frat, but after looking at alot of the guys and how they were so mean to other people and the people in it changed for the worst, i decided not to. I play intramural football with some of my friends, and go out like once every two weeks, would be more usually bc i love to party, but its just i just dont want to put myself in a bad situation. I got cuffed on St Patricks day last year after I jumped off the back porch of a party and that was the worst night ever and I've really curtailed it since than. I just, like I worry that if I dont like to party as much girls will not want to be with me and I wont meet anyone. Like Im worried about myself, but Im just concerned about being left alone and being alone down the road. Im trying my hardest, and Im doing pretty will, its just I dont want to miss anything, and dont get me wrong I love people, its just Im not trying to get in trouble and I feel like people in the frat are popular just bc they are in a frat and i feel bad because like im trying to be the better person and keep my other friends, but i guess being like alone and doing the right thing is better than being untrue to yourself. Im just really concerned about everything imploding..and I want to know if im doing a good thing.</p>
<p>I live off campus with 2 friends
go out to lunch/hangout 4 days a week
go to a party/thing 1 night
church one night.
Study six nights</p>