<p>I'm writing this purely to express what's been in my mind for quite a while, so here goes nothing...</p>
<p>I study finance and accounting. I originally had huge ambitions to work in investment banking - the ultimate "it" job in the business field. Now that I have researched so many resources, both paper and people, I came to the conclusion that it is not my "thang", ya feel me? If I were to go into i-banking, I would want to do it for the long haul, not as a short stint. The true rewards of i-banking is when you work 10-15 years and become a director, earning the right to work less hours while making very generous pay (potentially in the millions). But of course, I can't even picture myself working at an i-bank for more than 2 years. It is not what I want in life. I-banking is a narrow skill set. Even more relevant is the fact that from all I've researched, the job is something that I find to be very BORING. I can't make those sacrifices just to become a director down the road. I just can't do it for the money. I need to enjoy it. Am I being too idealistic? Should I just say "screw it" and join the throngs of college graduates who jump the bandwagon and try to find the best corporate job out there because it is the trendy thing to do? I hope not.</p>
<p>So what do I want? I want to do something I believe will make me happy, at the same time give me the opportunity to be financially successful. I'm not one of those kids that at 8 years of age went out to start a lemonade stand. But I have thought about being an entrepreneur, and I really like the idea. To create - that in my opinion sounds sublime. I have had at different times started my own little business, but nothing came out of them. Nothing significant at least. But I know that there are at least 2 things I would want to do as a career. Those are being an entrepreneur, or a film director. Yea...2 way different things. I know. Go ahead and lambast me for my lack of focus.</p>
<p>These 2 paths are extremely high-risk paths to take. On one hand we have being an entrepreneur. All the risk lies on me when it comes to making my business successful. The work is hard, and I may even put in more hours than an i-banker. But you know what, if I'm passionate about the product or service I am selling, than I can live with that. On the other hand we have being a filmmaker... Jeez, I have loved watching movies all of my life. I love to read as well, which means that I can start out as a screenwriter and hopefully get my material made. Hell, that's how Quentin Tarantino did it. That's how many of the famous Hollywood schleps did it. But again, this is a VERY high-risk field to pursue. I am absolutely positively sure that there are tens of thousands of people like me with the very same idea. But I am a firm believer that I can make some great material. The problem is, so do those other thousands of people as well. I guess only talent alone will determine if I have what it takes to make it in the movie business. </p>
<p>But at this time I feel like I have to choose something. Time is endless, and time is going by. Which do I choose? Or do I even know 100% that these are the careers that will bring me happiness? SHould I go mishmash those 2 different fields together to come up with a business venture that deals with both? I am trying hard to figure that out in the discombobulated brain of mine. </p>
<p>I mean worse comes to worse screw it, if everything falls apart and blows up in my face I'll just move to Florida where the cost of living is cheap and I'll work a 9-5 job making $10 an hour at the local Best Buy and die without anyone in the world knowing who I was. But I don't want that. I want something big. I have grander schemes. I want them to work out. I also love to travel. Heck, who doesn't? But how I can make a living traveling? Become a freaking travel writer? I duno about that...it does not seem like something I'd be too passionate about. When it comes to traveling I want it to be a time of R&R. I don't want work to interfere with that, so out goes travel writing as a career. How about being a travel agent? Well, the work doesn't sound like too much fun when you're the one setting up other people's fun. Get my drift?</p>
<p>So it comes back to my plans. What do I do...that is the question. A bit Shakespearan huh? At the moment I am in college. Here goes my plan...I graduate with a major in corporate finance & accounting from some little-known school, and either plan on working in NYC or LA. One of those two. I can't imagine myself working elsewhere, I think I'd go crazy.</p>