<p>I know it out of my control and hey they probably already decided but still
I cant sleep!</p>
<p>@Lizg132 Same here!! I have finals next week, and I really should focus on those tests instead of the result. I know that it’s stupid to worry so much since I can’t do anything about it, but it’s just out of control. A quote from last year ED thread, “whatever can go wrong, will go wrong”</p>
<p>I hope I don’t get deferred… I feel like getting deferred is just the worst situation. I’d still be so hopeful… even though the chances of getting in are low</p>
<p>I’m planning on studying Arabic and probably Urdu? I’m nearly fluent in German, but I kinda want to do that too? like maybe take a few higher level classes just to firm up my control over it. I really want to study in Morocco and maybe intern in Bangladesh. I had a two month internship with BRAC this summer in Dhaka (best experience of my life. I researched how agricultural credit affected the social and economic empowerment of female tenant farmers) and I’d love to go back and do field work for them again in a summer. </p>
<p>I just feel so nervous. I don’t know why…like you’ve all said, it’s out of our hands. Still. Inshallah we all get in, but I firmly believe that if we don’t, there is a reason.</p>
<p>JUST REALIZED TODAY IS TUESDAY OH GOD
THERE ARE ONLY TWO DAYS LEFT
OH NO</p>
<p>@mbenn8 I studied abroad through People to People and also through a program at a local school. </p>
<p>1 DAY 23 HOURS 11 MINUTES AND 23 SECONDS!!!</p>
<p>I really don’t want to get deferred. </p>
<p>But I guess its better than rejection but on the other hand I like my sleep. I think ive slept less than 4 hours every night this past month. I-) </p>
<p>I’m so nervous for this Thursday. So so so nervous.
I still haven’t decided if I’m going to go on the portal right at 5:00 pm because the portal’s probably going to attract a lot of people so people might not be able to get on it. If that happens to me, i’ll probably be dying from frustration and anxiety.</p>
<p>I’m going to get on a bit early and just keep refreshing</p>
<p>i need someone to hold onto me. can’t handle the anticipation right now </p>
<p>@mbenn8 that’s a good idea actually… lol we’re the ones who are going to cause all the traffic on the portal</p>
<p>Due to the time difference here in Taiwan, I will be sleeping when the result comes out… I guess I will just have to check it once I wake up. I hope I can go to school that day with a huge smile on my face 
lol
On the other hand, I’m not even sure if I will be able to fall asleep the night before…
OH WELL. </p>
<p>BEST OF LUCK TO EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU GUYS <3 </p>
<p>@lilmissyy yeah same. it’s just like right in my face as soon as i wake up on Friday LOL </p>
<p>Good luck everyone <3</p>
<p>Woah, I just checked my portal and all the sudden I have a bunch of financial aid forms missing, but before they were all satisfied…not sure what to do/what to think of this…</p>
<p>@jjsunsun like, forms that were previously marked satisfied? or forms that you’d never had listed before?</p>
<p>@sourvinegar I’m not sure! There were sooooo many things listed before that I couldn’t memorize every one…but like I checked it yesterday and there was nothing missing but the FAFSA and the dependent verification worksheet (you fill those out if you’re accepted) but now there’s like 3 other things that are listed as missing , is anyone else experiencing this too?</p>
<p>Mine hasn’t changed, so I can’t help! I’m sorry!</p>
<p>It’s okay! Does yours have stuff like schedule <em>insert letter</em> of parents’ tax returns?</p>
<p>Yeah, it does. </p>