I got accepted into both of these schools. I’m having a huge amount of stress from the fact that these are basically my only two options. My school guidance counselor can’t even help me because of the whole covid-19 situation. It’s really hard to communicate right now.
On one hand we have San Jose which I feel like in terms of academics, is better and there’s lots of clubs and organizations. It’s harder to get into so I just assumed that it’s harder in academics. I WANT a challenge, I want to struggle, it will make the feeling of when I pass and finally accomplish my goal so much sweeter. Though I have been doing research and have been reading some not so good reviews on this school. With some saying that it challenges kids in the wrong ways and that it’s super disorganized, graduation rates are low, advisors are overwhelmed, and the academics aren’t that hard. Moreover it’s super expensive. I keep trying to find info on the major I applied to, Public Health, but even the school website for it is kind of bland and sounds so general.
For Sonoma, it’s a lot easier to get into so there’s something telling me that it’s going to be really easy most of the time. Moreover, I feel as though the work I put into high school should be rewarded with a “better” school. Which is why I’m so disappointed with my few options. I applied to here as a Human Development degree.
Now I know what you’re going to say, “just go to a CC and transfer”. I really can’t express how badly I want to leave and go off and see what I can do on my own. Also I don’t want to get stuck here in my home town. How is that fair? I worked twice as hard as the people that never did their homework. For what ? The same outcome and the same school?! That makes no sense! I wanted to get a degree in public health and then get a job, experience, and apply to PA school. Because the Public health Majors cover most of the prerequisites for PA school.
I just really want to go to SJSU but I want to go knowing that it’s a good school and that I made a good choice and that I know. Will be worth it! For God’s sake I can’t even visit the campus right now because of the virus.
Send help I’m dying. Thank you.