thank you for not tearing <3 love ya tendons
There might be a pop Calculus quiz and I feel so fed up because this lady thinks she is so important. She gives us 3+ hours worth of homework and her teaching is straight up garbage and a waste of 45 minutesā¦I still have an essay to write to turn in for a college app and the pressure is setting inā¦and senioritis started freshman year HELP.
Stop. Stop. Stop spreading rumors about me. Iām done with it. I never did anything to you, so why would you do this?
Oh yeah, and thanks for getting my sister involved. Very nice of you.
Please just stop.
Yeah, I miss you. And maybe youāre trying not to think about meā¦
I suppose you have to make a decision now. And I really hope you choose meā¦
O, that this too too solid flesh would melt
Thaw and resolve itself into a dew!
Or that the Everlasting had not fixād
His canon āgainst self-slaughter! O God! God!
How weary, stale, flat and unprofitable,
Seem to me all the uses of this world!
Fie onāt! ah fie! ātis an unweeded garden,
That grows to seed; things rank and gross in nature
Possess it merely. That it should come to this!
But two months dead: nay, not so much, not two:
So excellent a king; that was, to this,
Hyperion to a satyr; so loving to my mother
That he might not beteem the winds of heaven
Visit her face too roughly. Heaven and earth!
Must I remember? why, she would hang on him,
As if increase of appetite had grown
By what it fed on: and yet, within a monthā
Let me not think onātāFrailty, thy name is woman!ā
A little month, or ere those shoes were old
With which she followād my poor fatherās body,
Like Niobe, all tears:āwhy she, even sheā
O, God! a beast, that wants discourse of reason,
Would have mournād longerāmarried with my uncle,
My fatherās brother, but no more like my father
Than I to Hercules: within a month:
Ere yet the salt of most unrighteous tears
Had left the flushing in her galled eyes,
She married. O, most wicked speed, to post
With such dexterity to incestuous sheets!
It is not nor it cannot come to good:
But break, my heart; for I must hold my tongue.
Why canāt you ever be in your office when I need you. I swear when Iām trying to leave you always catch me and want to talk, but when I actually need you to fill out some information youāre always gone. Literally, the only reason I came to school.
i donāt understand this symbols and notation homework and it makes me so sad because my brain isnāt working?? and i have to apply for so many scholarships but iām just exhausted of applications and pressure and life
i donāt even know what iām doing anymore??
you ignored me today and i kinda missed you in calc. you make my calc better.
AP Psychology sucks now since my teacher left. I enjoy my other AP class, Physics, more even though iām not that good at the subject or homework. Besides that, my teacher canāt teach and doesnāt know how to make tests. OR a RUBRIC! This woman acts like she doesnāt know what a rubric is and then deducts points for not doing something āherā way. If you want it done your way, making a freaking RUBRIC! Itās not that hard either.
Why canāt I focus?? I have National Science Olympiad in two weeks and havenāt studied since March. I have too many things to do and I feel like Iām drowning and Iām only a freshman. And my stupid stupid plane wonāt fly more than two minutes and I canāt get my tower to be less than 7 grams. And here I am sitting in stupid CAREER PREP class, which I shouldnāt even have to take, but itās required, and itās just a waste of my time. I just want school to end already!!! Three weeks left!!
My grades are slipping up because nutcracker coach is pushing me really hard this season.
I hate P.E!!! I hate having no one to talk to and my pe teachers giving me a hard time. Curse all my stupid classmates who are so cliquey.Curse you ex friend for dumping me when you became popular so I have no friends in pe!!! I hate having to walk around the track alone while everyone has fun talking to one another because the pe teachers rather talk about how their to pay off thierr debt! I hate it how even though people know Iām lonely they ignore me.They rather talk to stupid girls who eat their own snot and chew on pens like itās candy!I hate it how people I know ignore me to talk to other people even though they can see Iām on the verge of tears.They think there good people,yeah right how good can you be if you canāt even acknowledge a lonely girls existance! I hate how my grade is an A- because I canāt find a group in that horrid class! I literally have to worry about how Iām going to find a group instead of worrying about my grades. I feel so worthless always having people judge me because of my looks.
Im done ranting now.Screw you pe class!
Iām running for class Stugo, and I get frustrated sometimes because we canāt make any speeches. Iām the only new student to the district (came last year as a freshman) whoās running, so Iām at a disadvantage. Virtually, itās a popularity contestāitās a smallish district in the suburbs so the other contendees have known each other since elementary school and will naturally vote for their friends. Even if I donāt get elected, Iām still happy if someone I know is able to get in to make actual, impactful change. The current Stugo is only there to pad their resumesāwe elect them, and never hear from them again. 
Iām sorry I broke your heart. Iām sorry I dragged you around making you think you had a chance, when everytime I got your hopes up, I crushed them. Iām sorry I kissed you and told you I loved you, then told you that I could never be with you. Iām sorry for running to you everytime I needed someone. It was all unfair to you, now everytime I see you I hate myself. I really do miss you but I canāt continue to take advantage of you. The reality of it is that you deserve so much better, and I hope youāre truly happy now.
Can parents plEASE understand that depression is not just something that you can āthink more positively about and get overā
Also I just took the sat subject tests today and probably failed them allā¦
To whoever hires/assigns teachers at my school: I know itās more worthwhile for the schoolās image to assign the best teachers to struggling students (they have greater progress to make and can increase the schoolās stats by more) but can you please find teachers who arenāt awful for the honors kids! We are under-stimulated and given busywork every class! You have to do a better job at finding us good teachers. It is not fair to us that our middle-school teachers challenged and engaged us more than the ones you hire!
To my English teacher: Your opinion is not always right!!! Marking us down for a well-supported thesis just because YOU interpreted the poem a different way is incredibly unfair. You just assign us busywork to do all class, while you chat. You donāt support critical thinking at all. Instead of analysis, you promote memorization. You are my least favorite teacher. Ever.
To my French teacher: You are okay, I guess (not as bad as English, math, and my coach) but you are always so convinced you are right, even when you arenāt. You get mad over the smallest things sometimes, too.
To my math teacher: You are SO boring and monotonous! You always make mistakes and spend the entire class going over the hw, so we have no time to learn the dayās lesson.
To my Metalworking teacher: To be fair, I hate the subject, so anything I say about you would just be a reflection of that. If I enjoyed the subject, I would probably like you as a teacher. One thing: you grade REALLY harshly. It is an art class; you can probably ease up a little.
To my Chem teacher: Thank you for being the one teacher who actually engages us. Your in-class experiments are always fun, and your willingness to connect things and create learning moments is great. If we ever have a random 'what-if" question, you will look up the answer and explain it. Thank you.
To one of my coaches: I am done with you. You can be nice at times, but other times you fill us with terror. I dread practices where you are in charge.
To my classmates: I donāt understand why you like our English teacher so much! Is it because she always gets distracted and teaches us nothing? She is an awful teacher, and all of you are encouraging her.
Iām sickened by all the white supremists protesting in my own state in a city I always loved. These people cannot be ignored or accepted. Their threatening ideologies go beyond protecting. Weāve learned about this sort of thinking before. Prayers to all the students, especially those protesting back and in danger.
Why can I never be good enough???
My classmates think Iām a genius. But Iām not.
My team mates think I could go to the Olympics. But I couldnāt.
My best friends donāt understand what Iām going through right now. They listen to me, but how can they understand that I have a panic attack every time that I think about seeing people? How can they understand what its like to have anxiety? How are they supposed to know what its like to have your health deteriorate by the day, and you donāt know why, and so many doctors donāt know why, and all you can think is that youāre an embarrassment to everyone around you?
How do I explain to the guy I like that I only turned him down because Iām not ready for a boyfriend, not because he is worthless. How can I make myself believe that its not my fault that he left my school because of his social anxiety?
How am I supposed to finish another year of school, knowing that no matter what I do, Iāll never be the best at anything, ever, in my life?
It hurts so bad when you try to make a friend, just to find out that they just talk to you for āfree therapyā and honestly donāt care about you at all.
Ya know, at this point, I should just stop caring what people think.
I feel a little better now
So itās senior year and I have college applications, the SAT next month, a job, and AP classes. And guess who just got broken up with and canāt function. Yayyyyy
if youāre sad, just dab on the haterz and itāll go away
Iām so stressed out and why do teacher assign homework, and so called fake friends, donāt say you miss me and then go hang out without me. I notice and it cuts really deep