Say It Here Because You Couldn't Otherwise: The HSL Venting Thread

Pre-College Issues High School Life
21

<p>YOU are literally the most self-centered person that I have ever met. You hold everyone to double standards and get explosively angry when someone dishes what you give.</p>

<p>You walk around casually throwing out these snarky comments and verbally abusing everyone else and then wonder why we’re upset.</p>

<p>You think that you’re some sort of untouchable King, that should always be respected based on some sort of imaginary hierarchy that you developed in your brain. YOU DON’T DESERVE MY RESPECT OR ANYONE ELSE’S.</p>

<p>I cannot wait to not have to associate with you and I also can’t wait to move out of this house.</p>

22

<p>Let it out, people. Let it all out.</p>

23

<p>When I was your age… woman that was like 35 years ago! It was different!! We’re different! I don’t want to be you or end up like you given that all you do is complain about your life. You don’t even have a job! What is so damn hard?!</p>

24

<h2>It’s hard to blame people for being horrible because it’s always because something has made them that way. They said something mean to you, degraded you, or deceived you? Most likely they have encountered the same, probably worse. Seeing all this hate makes me sad, because I know people will think this about me (and you) one day.</h2>

<p>You said that I was trying to act like the victim, and you were right. Those words stung but the truth is, I didn’t want you to feel guilty. I wanted you to care about me again.</p>

25

<h1>1: I’m not a condescending, it’s just everything that I say sounds that way. I truly have good intentions behind my words, but I just can’t express them in a sincere tone. I just naturally sound like an a-hole. I’m sorry.</h1>

<h1>2: I don’t like girls. I’m sorry, but you’ll get over it.</h1>

<h1>3: You’re trying too hard to get into Yale. Shut up. Please.</h1>

26

<p>You screwed me. Just remember, I’ll be back. Back after 6 years with every single force I can produce.</p>

<p>I’m acting normal although I’ve everything to loose now. I’ll see how you react when I take my revenge. Vengence is one thing that grows as days go on. So, prepare to witness your life in a living hell.
Nothing more, nothing less.</p>

27

<p>You’ve made this summer suck. Suck suck suck. I just want to go away…</p>

28

<p>Nobody read my summer reading post, nobody cares that my AP lit grade is starting in a hole…</p>

29

<p>Please. stop. now. Why am I so weak that I can’t fight you?</p>

30

<p>If you where a SWAG brand, I don’t care what kind of person you are Im gonna hate you</p>

31

<p>I know I look calm and serene on the outside but on the inside I’m tearing apart. I’m smashed into so many little pieces I don’t know where to start looking to pick myself back up. I try my best, my very hardest, to be good, just, and to fight for a cause. But all the fighting takes a toll on me and sometimes I snap and sometimes I’m mean and snarky and sassy and whatever and people look at me strangely because that’s so out of character for me and then I try to shove it all back in and it just HURTS because I can’t share with anyone without a judgmental reaction.</p>

<p>You think I’m being stubborn. You won’t listen. And when I try to talk to you I can’t because I’ve spent so many years holding it all in which is the sad irony. And so then you think I have nothing to say. And something inside me tears. And then begins the self doubt because I think I’m being immature and blowing something out of nothing and my emotions go off to a hole to die.</p>

<p>I help other people but never myself. I hide my problems from them. They don’t know anything about what I think when I look in a mirror, how disappointed I am in myself.</p>

<p>And:</p>

<p>I’m sorry I was so horrible to you when you were reaching out to me. You came into my life at the wrong time. If you let me try again I will make it better. I’ve said things about you that aren’t true because I’m afraid TO LET ANYONE SEE INTO MY HEART.</p>

32

<p>Nobody cares I was gone for a while</p>

33

<p>You told me you loved me.
You told me you cared.
You said I was your best friend.
You told me I got to your heart.</p>

<p>But you’re gone now.
And I don’t even know if you miss me.</p>

<p>I’m sorry I acted that way, that I couldn’t handle you “friendzoning” me…but…I thought you’d always be there.</p>

<p>Now I’m incomplete.
Now I pull away from people I love.
Now I’m scared of love.</p>

34

<p>I can’t sleeeeeep ugh</p>

35

<p>You’re not THAT smart or pretty. Wipe that look off your face. Brat.</p>

36

<p>I’m hungry. Somebody make me a sandwich.</p>

37

<p>She, your best friend, was always putting you down and making you feel terrible. You became a person that you weren’t when you talked to her. And I warned you about her. You said that you would stop talking to her, but did you? No, of course not. So when you finally snapped and told her off, you came to me, your “second best friend” for help. And I gave it!</p>

<p>This summer was the most amazing summer, because we were best friends again. We laughed and did crazy stuff and had so many inside jokes that we could just look at each other and burst out laughing. We knew how to cheer each other up, and we could tell each other anything. You said that I helped you stop cutting, when she was one of the reasons you started. She told lies to your boyfriend and destroyed your relationship, and when you guys broke up she went out with you ex the first day of his singledom. And where was I? The person who helped you get with your crush, even though I liked him? I wanted to see you happy, to see you stop cutting. I was the one who called you, bawling my eyes out, because I thought you had committed suicide. I know that your ex-friend never would have done that, as she was the one who put you down for having depression in the first place. I was the good friend, she wasn’t.</p>

<p>So why is it, that you start talking to her because you miss her, and all of a sudden completely forget me? The person who told you to go “kill yourself” and was rude and fake to your family, and put you down and belittled you, she was the one you called your “sunshine” and completely changed your personality (again) for. All of this in a day. I feel so stupid, and so replaceable, and I don’t know why you would do those things when I supported you and she didn’t.</p>

38

<p>You’re the most selfish, insensitive, ***** on the face of the planet. Worst thing is? You’re my mother.</p>

39

<p>Seriously. Why did you even come to band camp every day? You don’t seem to care about anything you do and don’t know your music. The only time you do anything is when our director is in the room and whenever an assistant or student leader is running sectionals, you never listen to or respect them. It is disgusting. If you don’t adjust your attitude, the band would be better without you. Even if we are left with only one alto sax.</p>

40

<p>You are so disgustingly pathetic it’s not even funny. Please, get over yourself. People have different opinions than you. Everything is not equal. Let’s not lie to ourselves. You are consistently petty, annoying, immature and pathetic, all under the guise of “not taking BS”. I don’t care what you think your personality type is - we share the same one, BTW, it doesn’t excuse your obsession with being right and not realizing that people, you know, may differ from you. That some things can be quantified, that everything can’t be considered subjectively. Lolololol. Plz. You’re an adult. </p>

<hr>

<p>Please STAWP with your nonstop talking points. If you’re going to critique a group of people, plz make sure you critique your side too. Granted, no one likes to test themselves but it’s necessary, especially if you enjoy sprouting your opinion everywhere.</p>

<hr>

<p>And you. You really think you’re some kind of special snowflake, eh? Just that speshul, that people are falling over for you. LOL. You talk a nice game, that’s for sure but ultimately, you benefit off people’s ignorance. Prep, my ***.</p>

<hr>

<p>I wish we had a better relationship. It’s easier to be close when you aren’t so far.</p>

<hr>

<p>Please.</p>

<hr>

<p>He who cannot take criticism and competition for the sake of control is not deserving of it at all. I hope you learn that. </p>

<hr>

<p>You jerk. I hate you. I can’t believe you got so far, swindled so many people and managed to get where you are now. I wonder what people would think if they knew the REAL YOU, the guy who pressures people to give him what he wants and not what’s real. I really, really hate. You think you’re sooo good, huh? Then you turn around and be a complete ****** to people who you know are vulnerable. I really, really hate you. How dare you. </p>

<hr>

<p>Go away, creeper.</p>

<hr>

<p>You are so pathetic. Makes you feel real big to tell tales on people, huh? I guess if you’ve got nothing else to feel big about, you have to have something. Just get help, please.</p>