Say It Here Because You Couldn't Otherwise: The HSL Venting Thread

<p>I love you with all my heart and that is why I must go. </p>

<p>Your decisions and rash thinking has led to the financial downfall of this family. If I want any shot at a half-deceny future, I need to move in with Uncle John.</p>

<p>What the **** did you just *<strong><em>ing say about me, you little </em></strong><em>? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the </em> out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my *<strong><em>ing words. You think you can get away with saying that *</em></strong> to me over the Internet? Think again, *<strong><em>er. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re *</em></strong>ing dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little *<strong><em>. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your *</em></strong>ing tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will **** fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re ****ing dead, kiddo.</p>

<p>Chuck norris is above me! Why chuck norris why</p>

<p>You are class president, 4.0+ AP student, varsity wrestler. Everybody loves you on the outside. You and your clique think you are king of the school. Yet your fake asses have treated me and much of the school like crap since middle school. You were rude, had no respect, and a backstabbing bunch. Tbt, you still are. When you realized that I was not going to bow down to your superiority complex, you talked **** behind my back, and made me think we were “friends.” Honestly, you lost my respect a long time ago, as you did any chance to get it back. It’s hard to think of you as any way but a backstabbing bunch of *******s. It’s not just the “nerds” that feel this way. many people in theschool itself may talk to you like they like you, but I know they do not respect you. And when the theme of our school is “leave a legacy you are proud of,” you are the first people to talk about being kind to one another. Don’t talk about leaving a legacy. You already have left one, and it is one of deceit and ashes.</p>

<p>I’m just tired of all the **** of people. People are just so *<em>**ing inconsiderate. A person I know, knows I have depression and social anxiety but yells at me for not being able to speak to someone for something like *</em><em>…DO You not know how it is to fear people? To feel like people are out to get you and judge you when you try to talk to them? You do! But yet you’re yelling at me like I’m *</em>**ing someone who is normal.</p>

<p>To the idiotic **** who goes to my school that never got back to my best friend after she asked you to prom…</p>

<p>**** YOU.</p>

<p>Why can’t you understand how hurtful screaming at me nonstop for not doing ____ is? I know I’m not perfect, but you never stop and its so hurtful. Yet you get offended if I ever say something forcefully or yell.</p>

<p>Look, I get that you’re angry, but can’t you take it out in some other way? Can’t you idk, make an effort to understand that I’m stressed and lonely and tired? I don’t mess up to spite you, I promise.</p>

<p>And then, when I can’t take it anymore, when I’m tired of saying ‘sorry’ over and over and I explode, you get even more furious. I mean, what do you expect? Don’t you think this will give me issues. I hurt, too. </p>

<p>And then when we don’t talk and ignore each other, I always get so scared and then I realize how much I care and love you and want us to have a happy normal relationship. I can’t hate you, because you’ve done SO much, more than anyone in the world, so I guess I just hate myself. I’m sorry. I really am. Please forgive me.</p>

<p>I’m so sorry that I treated you so badly. You’re one of the nicest, most selfless people I know, and I miss you so much. I miss our restaurant trips, late night chats, and our inside jokes. I hate how we can’t talk to each other like we used to anymore, but I guess it’s better off this way. You deserve better.


&lt;p&gt;I can't believe you did that.  I thought we were friends.  In an environment where so many people are so insanely competitive and willing to backstab each other to get further, you were the one person who I could always count on.  I thought you were different.  &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;You told me about how you were hate people like that, and "opened up" to me about how one of your closest friends was only using you to get ahead.  I can't believe I fell for your stupid act.  I should have known better.  I should have seen how you were only friends with those who had something you wanted.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I helped you find opportunities, edited your essays for applications, helped you study for the SAT, and what do you do for me?  Now that you're done using me you ignore me when I try to talk to you, lie to me about opportunities, and use any method you can to try and push me below you.  Never in a million years would I have thought that you would "accidentally" delete my final essay so that I would get a lower mark than you and then "accidentally" break my backup USB.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I understand that you really want to be one of the 2 people at our school to get into Harvard for our year.  I understand that apparently I'm one of your competitors.  I even understand that you don't really want to be friends.  But if you're going to just treat me like your enemy, could you at least do it fairly?
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&lt;p&gt;I remember when I used to respect you so much.  You had the top grades, yet never got involved in any of the drama that always seemed to be flying around.  I thought you were one of the few people there who rose to the top through hard work and determination and I admired you for it.  By being at the top you challenged the idea that you had to play dirty to get there and gave everyone else hope that they could do the same.  You've changed so much. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I just wanted to tell you that you don't need to do all of this.  You are SO amazing and talented already.  Please go back to the way you used to be.&lt;/p&gt;

<p>It’d save me a lot of headaches and cussing if you just didn’t show up on Monday.
And if you do show up, don’t **** around, this is serious ****. I’m not putting up with your crap this time. Nobody’s going to carry your weight this year. Come prepared to compete or don’t come. My expectations for you are really low.</p>

<p>Just reading this thread almost made me cry.</p>

<p>You do nothing but attack me at every turn. You say I’m going to say all these mean things to you, make out like I’m always the bad guy, and you just don’t get it. If I’m going to do all those things, freaking LET ME PROVE YOU RIGHT! I’m so tired of you saying that I’m just going to call you stupid, or tell you your idea is stupid, or boss you around when I’ve NEVER done that. And don’t think I haven’t noticed that you do it in front of teachers, trying to make them think I’m some awful person. I try to be nice, and I don’t say a lot of things that I really want to, because I’m not going to get to your level. But I’m practically done with your crap. I did this for Junior Year, and one week into school, you’re doing it again. Not my Senior Year, I’m not putting up with this.</p>

<p>Oh, and about you just doing stuff and putting mine and _____'s names on it, try it again, I dare you. I saw you go up to the Biology teacher and say that all 3 of us had a problem with him, and you decided that all by yourself, after we already decided to wait and see if he’d get better. Now it’s escalated so fast, I’m terrified to step into school tomorrow and go talk to him. I’m so stressed with my Senior Year of IB, and you are making this so much worse.</p>

<p>So I’m not holding back. You’ve poked this bear way too much, and now you’re going to get the claws. And don’t think that just because your twin sister is one of my best friends that she’ll be able to help you. All the things I’ve wanted to say, I didn’t say because I don’t want to lose her friendship, but I can’t do this any more.</p>

<p>Oh, and see you tomorrow. Good luck. You’ll need it. You’ll remember what I’m going to say to you for the rest of your life, and how someone (a girl, at that. Hope it doesn’t kill whatever manly pride you might dare to have) finally didn’t take your immature crap.</p>

<p>Why can’t I be good looking? Why can’t I be fit? Why can’t I be skinny? Why did I turn out to be the person that I am today. I hate it. I hate it so much.</p>

<p>Mom, I’m sorry your son isn’t going to turn out to be the person that you expect. He has too many issues to bare with that he holds in. It’s all his fault too. Always has been. </p>

<p>I’m so tired of being tired of things. Life is just always coming back to bite me. I’ll never be happy. I’ve come to that conclusion and I wish it wasn’t this way but recently I’ve just shut down and stopped…</p>

<p>Okay, umm…I’m so f******* tired of you it’s not even funny.You’re not trying and always show up with a laundry list of excuses I’m tired of you coming to practice thinking you’re the s*** and not putting in any effort. And then you have the nerve to try to tell me what I should and shouldn’t be doing, and try to challenge me, when I’m the one that’s winning things, I’m the one that’s doing your **** for you, I’m the one that’s competing, I’m the one saving your <strong><em>. And then you try to brag to people outside of the team about how great you are, but you haven’t won anything all year, and at the same time always try to put down my accomplishments. And then you act all perplexed when people on the team call you out on your b</em></strong>s*** You’re so oblivious I swear.</p>

<p>I’m in lots of AP classes and captain of lots of things. And I’m really sleepy every second of the day. I need a break, I’m sick all the time.</p>

<p>you’re really attractive and that makes it hard for me to hate you. i swear it’s not your personality or anything. you’re actually a horrible person. i wish i could forget about you or make myself fall for someone else. you’re always playing with my feelings, and it feels like you’re some sort of sadist who enjoys my misery. </p>

<p>if you don’t like me, let me go. if you do like me, then i literally follow you around like a lost puppy, so i don’t understand how you haven’t done anything about it yet. you know i’m too shy to make the first move. </p>

<p>anyways i hate you </p>

<p>…feels good to let that out anonymously LOL</p>

<p>I don’t think this is the right way to go. I don’t know if you’ll ever be the same again.
But I don’t want to be the one to hold you back.</p>

<p>Asian parents are soo responsible for their children’s successes. I wish I had Asian parents.</p>

<p>What’s wrong with you? Why can’t you understand that everyone sees right through your thin personality? You’re nothing but an attention seeking person who likes to judge people for no apparent reason. You were talking about crap on one of my bestfriends right in front of my face. How can anyone be as cruel as you are to people so nice and gentle? I can’t stand looking at you anymore. Whenever I look at you all I feel is disgust and hatred. I will never forgive a person like you.</p>

<p>Why are all your fingernails an inch long?</p>

<p>my precalc teacher is not ****.
I’m trying to get all my homework done on the weekend bc if I dont. Its going to be homework vs sleep
Why do i always end up pulling an allnighter sunday night.
Highschool is annoying af. And the thing is, that sophomore year was wayy worse than this year.
goal- straight A+s. Which means I need to raise my current C- in precalc to an A- in the next two weeks. Ughhhh. I can do it though.</p>