Hey - I just wanted some opinions on my situation.
I currently am finishing my sophomore year at a good top 20 university. I’m doing fine academically - I have a 3.9 GPA. The problem is that I am not even remotely happy. I have spent the past probably 6 months considering transferring to my decent but lower ranked state school.
Some reasons I am considering this:
- I am still pretty unsure academically of my direction and feel constrained by the need to graduate in 4 years since I wouldn’t want to take on additional years since tuition is so incredibly high - at my state school, with in state, I could totally afford to take my time a bit (since tuition is like 1/4 as mine currently is), and maybe even take a semester to study abroad (something I am dying to do).
- socially I am not doing so great - the person who I consider my best friend thinks I’m too clingy (plus I have realized that they are really not that great a person but distancing myself from them would be hard since I am living with them next year). Also, a lot of the people at this school give off the vibe of snobby rich kid. I know socially things would only be harder as a transfer but honestly at this point I just wanna focus on my studies and I do know some people at my state university.
- I am incredibly homesick and would love to be closer to home (If this was the only reason, I would not consider transferring because I know how important independence is)
- in-state tuition is like 1/4 of what I’m paying now
Reasons for staying:
- I’m on the varsity track team here but would be able to play it at my state school (which would suck to have to quit because even though I’m not a huge fan of my team, I love the sport and my coach).
- I’ve already invested like 100k into this school in tuition (gratefully payed by my parents)
- For me, transferring feels like giving up. Like I couldn’t handle being at an intense university and instead came running home to my parents. My current school had a 97% retention rate so what is so wrong with me that I somehow can’t like it here?
- My current school is medium size, state school is massive which is kinda scary.
- (and probs the biggest) what if this would end up being the biggest regret of my entire life? What if I absolutely detest going to my state school? (Not that I’m at all happy right now, it’s just I feel like I may be getting caught up in the grass is always greener paradox and somehow end up more miserable)
Thank you!