<p>Here is the diary of an IB student. I'll update whenever I feel like it and I want you other IB kids to reply with your own diaries, too!</p>
<p>SCHEDULE (all IB, duh!):
UShistory, Spanish, English, Math(the really easy one), Physics, Psychology.
EXTRA CO: art club, band, ac dec</p>
<p>At first I thought "This is going to be the best year ever! I'm going to be challenged and get the best classes and teachers in the whole district!". Well, what I said is very true. I am challenged. These are the best classes I've ever had. These are some of the best teachers I've ever had. So what's my dealio?</p>
<p>All this time I've been cruising through school with out studying. Without being organized. Without doing all of those things mom told me to do from the beginning. I didn't do them because I didn't need to. And now... I REALLY NEED TO. The first three weeks were horrible. I had homework. The homework is not bad. The problem is I am very unconfident in myself. I must study before I do the homework. I cannot do anything without knowing that I have full understanding of what I'm doing. So I have 4+ hours of homework and studying every night. The problem was, there was TV, internet, and fun babies in my house that got my distracted. My grades were very much affected. I felt behind. I felt confused. And I was going to fail. If I fail, there is no hope for my ass.</p>
<p>I tried to quit band to give myself more time, but I decided not to. Instead of going to practice everyday, I talked the director into letting me go 2 times a week and skip football games. And I don't study at home anymore. Oh no. I basically leave all my school things in my car (driving is a TREMENDOUS HELP) and go to my parent's office or the library and finish all my homework. So I'm there from 6 to 10 or 11. Doing nothing but school work (and sometimes SAT stuff) nonstop. (except for right now, of course. :P). I am catching up. My grades have gone up. The only thing to be worried about is English. There is a good chance that I'm going to fail this 6 weeks and I don't know what to do. I'm trying to supress it and deal with it when report cards come out. Its really sad for me.</p>
<p>Another problem is that I don't have time to study for the SAT! I've been giving myself 15 minute SAT writing assignments, but what am I going to do about the other 2 components? I have 4 weeks until PSAT and I need a 217 or I won't get a good scholarship. This also saddens me.</p>
<p>I stay up until 1 or 2 everynight. Why? I finish my IB homework at 10, 11 or 12. I'm still up so I can study for academic decathlon. They lied to me when they said I could do IB and band and Ac dec. because its proving difficult. I'm tired of falling asleep in classes. What can I do?</p>
<p>For now I blame it all on the first 3 weeks. Right now I am trying to catch up. If I can get into the habit of being 1 step ahead of the teacher, perhaps all this can turn around! Perhaps I really can be stress-free and even finish my Ac Dec studies before 12 (PSAT would be done and gone by then. I guess I'll just have to be happy with the black people awards). Perhaps I can make it to the football games (I do enjoy watching those games!). Perhaps I can even join the track team 2nd semester.</p>
<p>Perhaps, perhaps. Wishful thinking. Right now is a time to suffer. I heard 2nd semester will be the hardest ever. I only thank God I moved down to Math studies from Math methods. Oh, I would have put myself through lot of torment.</p>