<p>Thank you SoozieVT for your kind words. This is a very difficult time for my daughter. She is having difficulty sleeping, concentrating, eating. . . .she calls home every night and cries to me on the phone for about an hour. I have suggested that she make an appointment at the university counseling center but she insists she doesn't have time. I only wish she was still under eighteen and then I could make her go! I'll work on her big time when she is home on break because it is going to be very hard for her to move on from this relationship. Her deceased boyfriend was an extraordinary young man with an engaging and unique personality, amazing intelligence, and an overall exuberance for life. This is going to be a long and difficult recovery.</p>
<p>So I reiterate that my husband and I are extremely grateful that she is not at the same school she attended last year. She was absolutely miserable every single moment on that campus, even when there were no difficulties in her personal or familial life. Why did our younger daughter end up making such a poor choice when her two siblings made such wonderful choices the first time around and were/are so extremely happy at their colleges (Wesleyan, MIT)? We did the college search process exactly the same with all three children. I think it has to do with the fact that the younger daughter had not done as much self-reflection as the other two. Knowing who you are and what your likes and dislikes are, helps you define what colleges will be a good fit.</p>
<p>The transfer process was difficult because it is truly difficult for anyone to do well academically when they are unhappy. We told our daughter, once she confessed her unhappiness to us, that we would support her desire to transfer, but cautioned her that she needed to keep her grades up. I remember that last spring with only about twelve days left in the semester, she called crying and said that she couldn't stand it one more day and she wanted to come home immediately. We jumped in the car and drove down and took her out for dinner, to get her off campus for a few hours, but took her back and told her that she must finish the school year as there was so much money involved.</p>
<p>When she finally received her decision letters she had been rejected (for the second time by her first choice, Tufts) but accepted to Brandeis and BC. As we are Jewish, my husband had never even been comfortable with her applying to BC so my daughter and I kind of did it behind his back. When we went to visit Brandeis, it just didn't really feel right to any of us. Almost as an afterthought, we decided to stop in at BC that afternoon. The experience we had there that day made us believe that BC would be the better choice for our daughter (even my husband was convinced).</p>
<p>Still as she headed off to school this year, we held our breath and hoped things would be better. It didn't help any that our daughter's only good friend from her previous college had also applied to transfer (to the same schools as my daughter telling her "they'll be sure to take me first as I don't need any financial aid") and that girl did get into Tufts with a 2.9 GPA versus my daughter's 3.65. (The girl also had family connections to the school as well.) Fortunately, a Jewish girl can find happiness at a Jesuit school! And I cannot say enough good things about BC, the support she has received from everyone there during this difficult time has been simply amazing.</p>
<p>She told me the week before her boyfriend died that she was so happy she had gone to BC and that she doubted she could have been so happy at Tufts. She has been selected for the campus school buddy program and is applying for a five year bacherlor's/master's degree. Her grades thus far, even with this tragedy are hovering around 3.8. She has made many wonderful friends and has even found off campus housing for next year already. I am so glad that so many good things are happening for her to sustain her during this tragic time. </p>
<p>So I think the message is: If you make a mistake, don't live with it, fix it!</p>
<p>Thanks to all of you for all your support!</p>