<p>Sorry for being away from this thread for a while.
i'm still at west point, and well, as you can guess my time is always being eaten up.</p>
<p>thank you for all the comments suggestions and advice. i have taken into account everything that you have all said. your right. there are just weeks at west point where everything absolutely sucks and all you want to do is quit and give up. thats where i was when i wrote this thread, but it's true what they say if you stick it through the rougher times, it starts too look a little better. i've decided (for now) that i will stick it through at least until the end of the year. partly because i want to wait and see if i start to get accustomed to this place, partly because i DO want to take advantage of the oppurtunities they have here, and partly because--well, frankly, i have no where else to go. i've contacted other civilian schools and they will not let me transfer in, so i have to finish out the year before i can apply anywhere else.</p>
<p>what you have all said about leaving this place or staying is all true. for those who think many leave prematurely, sure, there are plenty of plebes in my own company even who are packing up and leaving. since my time here i've known/seen at least a dozen quit. please do not be mistaken though, these cadets do not leave because "they didn't know what they were getting themselves into." trust me, i did as much research and i asked as many people as i thought humanly possibly, and even during beast i knew exactly what we were going to be doing that day because I had known so much about it already. i spent hours and hours deciding where to go to college, i spent hours and hours researching west point and seeing if this was truly the place for me. so i knew as much as HUMANLY possible to know before coming here. but like marines4me says, NOBODY KNOWS what this place is like UNTIL YOUR HERE. you can watch videos, pictures, read hundreds of stores, hear a million things, but you will never ever know what its like until you go through it. sure, everyone goes through life changing experiences, but west point changes your life in a different way. its almost impossible to explain, and like i said, nobody can know until they go through it. beast wouldn't be half as hard as it was if it didn't put the mental stress on you. yea its hard physically, and its annoying, but the stress they put on you mentally with the little things that the outside world things nothing of is what gets you the most.</p>
<p>in the end, i came here because of many reasons--though one that i admit really did push me was the free education. yea, i get it, we are paying for it with our lives, but c'mon--
if someone can't afford a 200,000 dollar education at boston college, a free education at west point looks damn good, no matter what the consequences of that might be. yea i know ive joined the profession of the arms, and that money shouldn't have been an issue, but the bottom line is that IT IS. no matter how you twist it, no matter what you say, IT IS. and west point and the army knows it too, they market that aspect as much as they market the fact that this place is a place to develop army leaders. so far, this place has put me on an emotional rollercoaster that has driven me crazy. what i've taken away from this place is a new appreciation for all the things i have taken granted for. all the hell i've been through makes me percieve life in a whole new light, something i never would have gotten if i never came here--so even if i leave this place next year, i will always carry by my side an appreciation for what I've gained from West Point.</p>
<p>for now im here because i have nowhere else to go. it's a strange thing. everyone from the outside world who sees west point thinks of it in a completely different way that cadets look at it. cadets are like a different species. it's that difficult to explain.</p>