OK I get it.^
Yes I totally agree - as a poster said on another thread, the only name that matters is yours
(…to a certain extent 
)
Op: go to CPP and show what you’re capable of. Don’t be afraid of making mistakes as long as you learn from them and thrive to be the best at what you chose (while being decent even if you don’t like something :d ) congratulations!
Thanks for the insight guys, I’m going this Saturday so I’m pretty excited.