<p>So I've been accepted to both Brandeis and UCLA, and now I'm having the hardest time trying to decide between the two.</p>
<p>The biggest issue is the cost. Both colleges total to roughly $56k a year.</p>
<p>Brandeis has given me a $12k scholarship along with $10k in work study and loans. UCLA, on the other hand, barely gave anything (only $5.5k in loans). </p>
<p>My family also bought a house recently and so, despite having just enough for the first year at UCLA, it will be a struggle to pay for the succeeding years. For Brandeis, I can further reduce my costs by living at home after the first year since I live close, but living at home will be kinda lame... </p>
<p>I've visited Brandeis and I don't feel fit there... Although the people are nice, there's a general "awkward" vibe to Brandeis. I have not visited UCLA, but I have heard many good things about it. I'm not sure if I'll be comfortable at such a big school but it certainly is attractive. I'm not a big partier nor am I devoted to athletics, but I want to go to UCLA for the opportunities. I'm likely to major in the sciences. </p>
<p>So what do you guys think? Is UCLA worth the money or should I stick with a small college like Brandeis?</p>
<p>Despite not feeling fit at Brandeis, I hate to face the fact that it probably will be the better college for me considering the size and the type of people that go there. I'm just hoping that the UCLA name is worth the money. Of course I'm fearful of the competition at UCLA, but I know I will try my best. </p>
<p>My parents know that the costs to attend UCLA are ridiculous, but they're urging me to go anyways because it's higher ranked than Brandeis. However, I think I'd feel guilty leaving them on the opposite end of the country with all my tuition costs while I'm either:
-having fun at UCLA but neglecting my studies
OR
-being miserable while stuck in the library studying because I don't fit in...</p>