<p>I am going to try to put in all of the facts without giving you my life story. I had sent in my deposit to UR already, as it was the school I liked and also fortunately the cheapest of my offers. And then, two days ago, I was emailed that the scholarship I was an alternate at UNC for came through, and that I was being offered a full ride. </p>
<p>In short,</p>
<p>Rochester--
+really like the area and the feel of campus on visiting
+the open curriculum is awesome and I was so excitied about the ability to deeply pursue disparate interests
+the proximity of the eastman school of music
+smaller size, which I feel more comfortable with</p>
<p>--however, even with their very very generous offer, there is still about 15,000 a year between room and board, travel, books, etc. which since I am not getting help from my parents, will be some $60,000 in debt over four years. (Although, I hope to have put away almost 14,000 dollars before leaving, and that and current income from jobs during school would help to mitigate this somewhat. So loans between 40k and 60k)</p>
<p>UNC
+costs of tuition, fees, room and board covered, thereby allowing me to graduate DEBT FREE!!
+ the possibility of graduate school opens up since I do not have to worry about the looming 60k before even adding grad school loans</p>
<p>--I am not as excited about their curriculum
--There is no school of engineering. I am not 100% committed to the idea, but I had thought I would try for it when I went to school. (I am honestly no longer sure how much of this idea was actually me wanting to go for an engineering degree or how much was simply that I thought ChemE would allow me to pay back loans before I have my mid-life crisis, but in the absence of an engineering school I am no longer very sure about what I would study, beyond that I will definitely pursue some foreign language for four years)
--I guess I could do a chem undergrad degree and try to do a grad program in chemE, if I really decide that's what I want to do
-- I am reaaaaallly nervous about attending such a big school
--I basically have not thought of UNC as a possibility in so long, that I no longer have any idea about whether its a good fit for me, and I just don't have a lot of time to decide at all.</p>
<p>In the end, I really loved Rochester. But the relief of no longer having to watch every single penny from every single paycheck, and feeling guilty whenever I go out to lunch with a friend because that's five bucks I could have put in the bank for school, is so great that I am seriously considering changing my mind now. Any advice? (Also, the enrollment deposit was non-binding right? I know that I will not get that money back, but am I legally bound to attend now? If so, then I guess that would make the decision for me...)</p>
<p>Thanks for any advice you might have for me, and sorry for the novel!</p>