In 2003 i attended a four yr university, in 2005 i went to a community college and enrolled and never went to class but was unaware that if you had no college credits to transfer that you had to submit that transcript to schools. in 2005 i was raped and went through a serious depression and that whole year for me that year was foggy and do not remember a lot due to serious emotional dilemmas. i never reported this to police because i come from a small town and did not want to be known as the girl who was raped and have a stigma attached to me for the rest of my life. i only told my mother and my pastor. she said not to go to trial because i would just have to relive that experience and it would junist be too hard. i know on the application to colleges it requires all transcripts to be submitted and this is called academic dishonesty but in all honesty i never remembered enrolling. i have since attended the four year university in 2010 2011 and 2012 as well as the community college. the community college brought this to my attention that i had a transcript missing. i emailed the four year university to let them know that this was brought to my attention and was honest with them that they to were missing the transcript. do you think they will kick me out of school for academic dishonesty or what can i do or has anyone had any experience with this experience. please please help, all replies seriously appreciated, so stressed and think i have ****ed my college career away for something i honestly do not remember doing 
I do not think the university will think you are dishonest. Also I would try and work with the community college to see what your transcript looks like and if it can be changed because it should be clear to them you never attended.
You need to deal with the rape also. If not legally, at least emotionally. I don’t like hearing about rapists and a users that get to live on to victimize others. It’s really sad. I also don’t like the re-victimization that can happen also. I hope you find strength and courage to truly move on, to not let your tragedy define you and at the same time stand up for what is right.