<p>@lunascreatures. I have been thinking about this way too much, in part because I don’t think I will get it, especially compared to all you amazing people. I think it’s a pretty good plan, if you’d like to subscibe. </p>
<p>My Wondiferous 10-Step Back-Up Plan (which ironically does not include making up any more new words, and is not technically 10 steps unless you, too, are a junior like me) is as such: </p>
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<li>Feel incredibly disappointed in myself for 15 minutes. (Because maybe I could’ve worked harder, somehow.) </li>
<li>Feel incredibly sad in general for another 15 minutes. (Because it was a dream, and after all, I did work hard on my application.)</li>
<li>Stop moping around because even though it would have been a dream come true, my life will not end because I didn’t get into UWC, and I better toughen myself up, gosh darn it. There are other ways to experience the world, and feeling sorry for myself is not one of them.</li>
<li>Go get a brownie and wallow for a little longer, because I really did dream about going to a UWC. </li>
<li>Realize that the position went to one of you other fabulous people that I know and love (even though I really don’t “know” you, and so technically, love is not exactly feasible, although that’s a philosophical debate for another time). </li>
<li>Remember that it is probably someone way more qualified than I am, because maybe the UWC is looking for someone different than who I am, and that’s okay, because I am proud of who I am, and if it isn’t meant to be, it just isn’t meant to be. </li>
<li>Hope that it went to someone less fortunate than I am, who maybe would never be able to do as much without this opportunity, because I do come from a comfortable life, and I know that eventually, I will be able to experience the world, if not as quickly as I would like. </li>
<li>Repeat Step 4, because I really really really am still disappointed. </li>
<li>Apply for a summer program somewhere. I do love languages, so it’ll probably have something to do with that … I can’t speak for your interests, though. </li>
<li>Start planning a gap year to somewhere fabulous! </li>
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<p>(11. I am not a sophmore, but if you are, plan to apply next year! :] ) </p>
<p>TWO DAYS AND COUNTING, GUYS!</p>