<p>flying_pig319,</p>
<p>On or about October 1 you posted on the Haverford thread:</p>
<p>"Also, I'm having trouble deciding on a top-choice school (Haverford and Wesleyan are my top choices, I think, but I'm also really liking Oberlin and maybe Vassar. Considering Kenyon, Brandeis, Reed, and Bard as well)."</p>
<p>AND WENT ON TO DESCRIBE YOUR IDEAL SCHOOL</p>
<p>"Looking for a school with an intellectual environment full of people who are excited about what they are learning (but not one that is too cutthroat, or one that is so much work academically that I cannot enjoy my college experience-- ie, not Swarthmore). Would like a school that is full of sweet, genuine, quirky/nerdy, warm, individualistic (to an extent), witty/engaging people. I'm an "out to save the world" idealist so a school filled with those kinds of people would be great (but I'd much prefer people to be legit politically activists, not just "liberal chic" hipsters/hippies). I am involved in the performing arts, so would prefer a school more geared towards this than athletics (although again, please don't interpret my artsiness as hipsterness. oy). I'd also like a very supportive environment in which you can find who you want to be and what you want to do with you life, in addition to just having a good time. Professors having close relationships with students would help with this, I'd imagine. I'd also like a social scene that is not focused on drugs/alcohol/partying, but instead one that is more low-key (movies, events, hanging out). A beautiful, green campus and rich tradition are also turn-ons."</p>
<p>AND EVEN THOUGH YOU SPECIFICALLY EXCLUDED SWARTHMORE, you were, in fact, describing Swarthmore when you described your ideal school! (My daughter, like you is in the arts, and is loving Swarthmore.)</p>
<p>Then on October 26 you show up on this thread and pose a question about Wesleyan using words like "tempting" when referring to Swarthmore but lash out at posters who believed that you were interested in Swarthmore. I was puzzled by your attitude so I looked through several of your prior posts and suddenly your seemingly "love hate" attitude toward Swarthmore became abundantly clear. You are terrified of being rejected by Swarthmore, or you are terrified of not doing well at Swarthmore or both. </p>
<p>Why do I say this? Because on another post you said that your dad thought that that you would not get in some of your top schools. You commented that you have good grades, but you are not in the top 10% of your class. It seems that your parents are in academia and all of this is weighing heavily on you. I am in academia and totally understand the environment in which you live and attend school.</p>
<p>You need to chill and instead of lashing out at posters who are trying to help you, you need to take a deep, deep look inside your soul/head and figure out what it is that you want out of life. Just because you know "brilliant people" who left Swarthmore, does not mean that everyone else is miserable at Swarthmore. You cannot assume that what you have heard about any school is an accurate depiction of how you will feel about the school. Moreover, you need to make your own decisions without fear of not living up to anyone else's expectations.</p>
<p>Do not let your dad's comments influence or scare you away from applying anywhere. And, please, do not take this as trying to get you to apply to Swarthmore. I am definitely, not pushing you in that direction. I have posted this because I feel badly at how you replied to two really well meaning students (arador and dchow8) who took time out to help you, when it is you who is sending mixed signals.</p>