<p>so depressed... someone help me, i can't find anyone to talk to about this.</p>
<p>when i went into high school, i was a hatefull bitter kid because i thought everyone around me was dumb and untalented. i could be social but i was closed off, and when i had problems, i didn't tell anyone. eventually, this really f'ed me up and my grades dropped very dramatically.</p>
<p>i have good grades again now and have met people i like and respect through ap and honor classes. i'm finally surrounded by people with talent. but, the problem is that they are all going to top universities i can't get into... i have to go to a state or community college because of a lot of bad grades my first two years. i'm just like ****. not again. i'm going to be with a bunch of average people again.</p>
<p>my gpa since junior year has been 3.7-4.0. i do decent on ap tests and i can get a good sat score. i'm just really depressed. can someone advise me? i really don't want to waste some great potential university years at community college working for an associates degree. is there ways to get to a university faster with out taking community college classes? could i transfer after 1 year? could i take less then 3 classes per year so i can go to a college as a sophmore?</p>
<p>i am very good with art and music. i think i could get into an art school because of my portfolio, but i can't afford art school it looks like. please tell me if you know of cheap art colleges that are respected a little. i wish all colleges would weigh talent over gpa...</p>