<p>Whew! Lot's to read here! It's wonderful of you guys to keep responding to me. :) </p>
<p>Stephmin I understand your feelings about my post and again, I apologize for offending you. You're right, I am on the "outside" looking "in", just as you're on the "inside" looking "out". Hmm, as for your other points, you may be totally right. I've listened to some "new music", though my experience is nothing resembling an exhaustive survey. Perhaps I'm missing out on something huge, that I and others like me would doubtless enjoy. Still, I'm a die-hard populist at heart. I'm fine with you and your professors sneering at my music, totally cool with that (yes, I know you didn't mean it that way). I know that if I can refine my musical voice and fully express myself, what I have to say will connect with people rather than alienate them. That's what counts to me, not any degree of intellectualism, "skill, knowledge, or time" in creation. Well-crafted music allows a more profound connection to the listener, one that speaks mutual respect, but for me craftsmanship is a means to an end not the end itself. I think going off into intellectual deep space can easily harm rather than help. </p>
<p>Of course, everyone has different musical goals. I don't ask you to respect mine, and I'm not offended whatsoever if you don't. May yours fulfill you and your listeners fully.</p>
<p>Personally like I said in my other posts I doubt I'll become a music major. Composition is just a nice thing to have going for you come admissions time, sorry for any confusion on that point.</p>
<p>Composition teachers- fine, sounds like they have done a lot of good. It's great that some have benefited so much from their tutelage. My questions on this point have been answered it seems.</p>
<p>Binx I think your analogy suffers because your child was in kindergarten. Honestly, most English-speaking adults can appreciate good literature over a 3 line story about a drajon. Most adults cannot appreciate or understand John Cage, and it's not for lack of intelligence. Just as an aside, I would be extremely sad if at the end of my career as a composer I was best known for a work in which no music whatsoever was played. But, as you hint at, maybe we're all just musical kindergartners. </p>
<p>Finally, for the piece I posted on 10/16 I used FL Studio and a midi keyboard for sequencing, a variety of sample libraries/vst plugins for sounds and effects. I'm no expert on computer music, just a dabbler. Like I said, the large majority of my material is pop. Yes, my music is underdeveloped, but I'd rather work in my compositional framework, than, for example, that of esteemed Yale composition professors. If that's where music academia takes you, I want no part of it. I'm not expressly closing myself to anything, just making the steps that seem most logical to me along the way. I'll stop hating now, you people don't need that. I'm just sharing my opinions, I don't have a personal stake in what kind of music you like or pursue, really. Peace.</p>